catching up.
Tuesday, December 13, 2011 @ 9:44 AM
so yeah, its been a very very very long time since i last updated this blog. you're still my precious blog. i still love you attached hearts.hahah!
anw, hows life? all i can say, i'm good. well, i'm still the same, still close to guys like how i was in secondary school. well, i had a bf last time, which lasted fer 3 mnths. but hey, i asked fer breakup, cuz he dont even treat me like a gf. the 3 months is like we got nth on, rarely text and no talking on the phone. and my feeling werent there. cuz i duwan live in denial, i still love LWJ. thats fer sure. uptil now.
sometimes, i'll just cry like out of sudden, and its all because of lwj. i had never moved on. i kept on trying, but still, i cant. felt so helpless, useless. i dont even know why i need lwj back in my life badly. he really mean alot to me.
i really hope to see lwj like real soon. i wanna hug him and cry all i want on his shoulder. tell him everything, every single thing.
and woahsupp with school? its also okkaye. one good friend i have is Gina. but i dont share everything with her, definitely. lotsa projects to do. sianx.
life is terrible. school - work - home.
i'm super shagged. haix.
okkaye, off to to project work now. will come again. <3
Labels: just the way you are
With Loves, Dian(: / Wei Jie(:
i need you back.
Thursday, June 23, 2011 @ 12:23 AM
I've been missing from here fer a mnth plus. I tried mingling with other guys to stop thinking abt you, but i failed! I still love you dear.
Eversince bbq, i have been crying.
I really want you back my dear. I really do.
I'll wait fer you no matter how long it takes. I promise i'll try to be a better gf dhn last time.
You are a part of my life and i cant seem to let go of you..
Labels: hoping and praying
With Loves, Dian(: / Wei Jie(:
buey tahan.
Wednesday, May 4, 2011 @ 1:24 AM
I'm seriously feeling very sad. Know smth, when i was in the car travelling oversea, i actually cried in the car. My tears just keep dropping! I was listening to malay love songs while browsing thru my photos taken with LWJ. I cried. I feel like crying again now): i just love and miss him too much!
Labels: life..
With Loves, Dian(: / Wei Jie(:
3 May 2011
Tuesday, May 3, 2011 @ 9:50 PM
Leong Wei Jie, its our One Year Anniversary bby! i love you very much! very very much! haix. i guess i shld stop hoping that we'll be together again. i love you dear. always. thanks fer all the happy memories. lots of love, Dian Azrinda.
Labels: One Year Anniversary
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Kinders.
Thursday, April 28, 2011 @ 8:56 PM
HAPPY BURFDAY KINDERS! YOU ARE NOW ONE YEAR OLD! I'LL REMEMBER YOU NO MATTER WHAT! AND I HOPE UR DADDY WILL NEVER FORGET YOU TOO!
DEAR LEONG WEI JIE, I SERIOUSLY STILL LOVE YOU ALOT. I CANT DENY THAT FACT. I JUST HOPE WE COULD BE TOGETHER AGAIN. I'M ALWAYS HOPING. I LOVE YOU.
Labels: 1 year old.
With Loves, Dian(: / Wei Jie(:
1 year.
Thursday, April 14, 2011 @ 12:43 PM
it's the 14. it's my one year of getting close with LWJ. haix. really misses him alot...
Labels: 1 year.
With Loves, Dian(: / Wei Jie(:
STOP!
Saturday, April 9, 2011 @ 2:11 PM
well, it looks like he's living well without me.. i didnt text him yesterday. and i'm gonna do it till i dunno when.. maybe till i die.. well, he's been wanting me to stop texting him.. so i'll do it.. but i hope i can have a better way to release my stress.. i want stop smoking, i want stop cutting myself, i want stop hurting myslf. i want stop crying.. i wonder why boys like to be soo hard on girls.. well, it seems like i can nvr get to meet him anymore. well, he also dont care abt me or showing any concern.. tsk! i think when i die also he dont care lorx.. i really wanna stop smoking cuz its not nice of a girl to smoke, and i duwan disappoint my parents and also cuz after i smoke, my chest and stomach will hurt alot.. ): Lastly, i wish LWJ good luck in his life. i'll still love you no matter what. Bye.
Labels: i really got to do all this.
With Loves, Dian(: / Wei Jie(:
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Thursday, April 7, 2011 @ 3:49 PM
i just want to move on.. why isit sooo hard? i feel very depressed! no one to talk to abt this! i thought when i say this thing to LWJ, i thought he can help me.. but in the end, he scold me.. LWJ, its just that i cnt move on... i tried my best.. but i really cant..
Labels: please.
With Loves, Dian(: / Wei Jie(:
11 Monthsary!
Sunday, April 3, 2011 @ 12:02 AM
its the 3rd of april now. happy 11th monthsary LWJ! i really love you alot.
Labels: if we are meant to be tgt, we will.
With Loves, Dian(: / Wei Jie(:
depressed.
Thursday, March 31, 2011 @ 10:46 PM
its gonna be april soon. i'm really not looking forward cuz april onwards i'm gonna be sooo fucked up cuz alot of memories will flash back. he wont understand. )':
Labels: life sucks.
With Loves, Dian(: / Wei Jie(:
