the love life between Dian Azrinda and Leong Wei Jie

catching up.

2011-12-13T09:44:00.003+08:00

so yeah, its been a very very very long time since i last updated this blog. you're still my precious blog. i still love you attached hearts.hahah!
anw, hows life? all i can say, i'm good. well, i'm still the same, still close to guys like how i was in secondary school. well, i had a bf last time, which lasted fer 3 mnths. but hey, i asked fer breakup, cuz he dont even treat me like a gf. the 3 months is like we got nth on, rarely text and no talking on the phone. and my feeling werent there. cuz i duwan live in denial, i still love LWJ. thats fer sure. uptil now.
sometimes, i'll just cry like out of sudden, and its all because of lwj. i had never moved on. i kept on trying, but still, i cant. felt so helpless, useless. i dont even know why i need lwj back in my life badly. he really mean alot to me.
i really hope to see lwj like real soon. i wanna hug him and cry all i want on his shoulder. tell him everything, every single thing.

and woahsupp with school? its also okkaye. one good friend i have is Gina. but i dont share everything with her, definitely. lotsa projects to do. sianx.

life is terrible. school - work - home.
i'm super shagged. haix.

okkaye, off to to project work now. will come again. <3

i need you back.

2011-06-23T00:23:00.001+08:00

I've been missing from here fer a mnth plus. I tried mingling with other guys to stop thinking abt you, but i failed! I still love you dear.
Eversince bbq, i have been crying.
I really want you back my dear. I really do.
I'll wait fer you no matter how long it takes. I promise i'll try to be a better gf dhn last time.
You are a part of my life and i cant seem to let go of you..

buey tahan.

2011-05-04T01:24:00.001+08:00

I'm seriously feeling very sad. Know smth, when i was in the car travelling oversea, i actually cried in the car. My tears just keep dropping! I was listening to malay love songs while browsing thru my photos taken with LWJ. I cried. I feel like crying again now): i just love and miss him too much!

3 May 2011

2011-05-03T21:50:00.003+08:00

Leong Wei Jie, its our One Year Anniversary bby! i love you very much! very very much! haix. i guess i shld stop hoping that we'll be together again. i love you dear. always. thanks fer all the happy memories. lots of love, Dian Azrinda.

Kinders.

2011-04-28T20:56:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BURFDAY KINDERS! YOU ARE NOW ONE YEAR OLD! I'LL REMEMBER YOU NO MATTER WHAT! AND I HOPE UR DADDY WILL NEVER FORGET YOU TOO!

DEAR LEONG WEI JIE, I SERIOUSLY STILL LOVE YOU ALOT. I CANT DENY THAT FACT. I JUST HOPE WE COULD BE TOGETHER AGAIN. I'M ALWAYS HOPING. I LOVE YOU.

1 year.

2011-04-14T12:43:00.001+08:00

it's the 14. it's my one year of getting close with LWJ. haix. really misses him alot...

STOP!

2011-04-09T14:11:00.004+08:00

well, it looks like he's living well without me.. i didnt text him yesterday. and i'm gonna do it till i dunno when.. maybe till i die.. well, he's been wanting me to stop texting him.. so i'll do it.. but i hope i can have a better way to release my stress.. i want stop smoking, i want stop cutting myself, i want stop hurting myslf. i want stop crying.. i wonder why boys like to be soo hard on girls.. well, it seems like i can nvr get to meet him anymore. well, he also dont care abt me or showing any concern.. tsk! i think when i die also he dont care lorx.. i really wanna stop smoking cuz its not nice of a girl to smoke, and i duwan disappoint my parents and also cuz after i smoke, my chest and stomach will hurt alot.. ): Lastly, i wish LWJ good luck in his life. i'll still love you no matter what. Bye.

):

2011-04-07T15:49:00.002+08:00

i just want to move on.. why isit sooo hard? i feel very depressed! no one to talk to abt this! i thought when i say this thing to LWJ, i thought he can help me.. but in the end, he scold me.. LWJ, its just that i cnt move on... i tried my best.. but i really cant..

11 Monthsary!

2011-04-03T00:02:00.002+08:00

its the 3rd of april now. happy 11th monthsary LWJ! i really love you alot.

depressed.

2011-03-31T22:46:00.001+08:00

its gonna be april soon. i'm really not looking forward cuz april onwards i'm gonna be sooo fucked up cuz alot of memories will flash back. he wont understand. )':

stress.

2011-03-29T18:43:00.001+08:00

i'm sick. cough acting up.. LWJ MIA. anyway, my personal blog is http://www.fragile-hopes.tumblr.com/ thank you.

i'm sad.

2011-03-27T12:26:00.002+08:00

sick sick sick.. tired of being sick. my right eye and left waist bone swollen. shit sia. anyway that day, at last found someone to talk to.. thats Karesia. thank you so much my dear(: life been okkaye just that i'm still unable to get over him.. i'm trying to let go and move on.. even though we broken up, we still text each other. thats what i'm liking.. but his rplies are always 'k'.. even though its hurting, i duwan pick up a fight with him..i must learn to control my anger ma.. there's a point of time whereby i wanted to kill myself cuz i really cannot tahan the hurtings anymore but i decided not to cuz i must think of my family. that night, i texted him, i told him i wont distrb him anymore cuz i wanted to go somewhere far..i really couldnt tahan and i told him that i love him and he's been the best... he rplied me 'dian'.. i didnt reply. the next day he didnt even text me. i was very sad.. dhn ytd i told him i duwan text him anymore, he said 'no'.. and i really dunno why he said that.. uptil now, i still love him.. and its really gonna take a very log time fer me to move on and thats definitely.. ):

please..

2011-03-23T22:18:00.002+08:00

when everything turns against you, you will feel that you are dying... and thats exactly what i'm feeling.
i hope LWJ can give me this request. i really want to have a proper breakup.

Leong Wei Jie.

2011-03-20T14:52:00.004+08:00

i really wish i could turn back time. if i could do that, i'll rewind to the days where we just started out. i wont pick up fights with you over karesia. i'll be nice and gentle to you. i'll rewind to the part whereby i just came back from indonesia. i wouldnt be soo bad. to ignore you. i will rewind to everyday. everyday my love fer you stays. never will it decreased. hope it will only keep on increasing. IF only on that day, my band concert, i give you a real big damn hug fer giving me a big present. if only i took photo with you.. how i wished... i was only fewns with him.. cuz now, thinking back, i'm having hatred feelings fer that guy... i'm serious. if he didnt get close to me, i wouldnt have got close. i've always resisted his kisses, really Wei Jie. i'm not lying. i always resisted. but on valentines day, when you didnt texted me the whole day, i was really very hurt.. how i wish you will text me and say , "Dear, i dont care. i want pick you up. its Valentines Day. you are my girlfiie.. i shall not let any other guy send you home. i want to do all this because i really loves you alot dear!" i was revengeful. i thought of just hurting you abit.. but in the end, disaster happen. i hated that guy fer getting close to me when he knows i got a bf, and i really love my bf alot. but he didnt gave up. he still got close. i really cannot describe what i'm feeling now. but its just like, he's stealing me in a very bad way.. he knows my weakness is 'high'.. why must he let me feel that way? Wei Jie, please believe me.. its not that i dont love you.. i really love you. never once, my feelings fer you faded 100%... uptil now, i still love you.. i tried ways and means to forget you. but i really cant.. the more you avoid me, the stronger the feeling is. i'm not lying.when i came to my senses abt him, i told him to stay away from me, to keep a distance away from me.. but i know its too late.. i'm really sorry dear. i'm really sorry. uptil now, i still wear the chain, anklet and also our ring.. everynight before i went to sleep, i'll close my eyes, and pray.. hoping that you will come back to me.. Wei Jie, you just dont understand what i'm feeling. we've been through alot, we done things together. and the things that we done, is really not easy to forget. i remember last time, almost everynight we'll talk on the phone.. and you will sing to me "Wait For You" and also "Tong Hua".. "why cant you look at me? you're still in love with me. dont leave me crying. bby, why cant we just.. start over again? get it back to the way it was..if you give me a chance i will love you right, but you're telling me it wont be enough...~" Wei Jie, i really hope we can start afresh... after you're gone, i really got no one to talk to... you know, i got no fewns... those fewns that i regarded as best fewns in Sec Sch are all bullshits... dear.. i promise you, i'll really change.. all i ever wanted was fer someone to change me.. when that guy got close to me.. i can feel that i'm changing to another person. i wanted to change back to my oldself, but no one helped me.. cuz you will easily flare up and we both will always end up fighting.. dar, communication is very important in a relationship. and i realised that our communcation wasnt strong.. i want us to be like last time... i really will treasure you.. i will. thats my promise , if you were to give me another chance. Leong Wei Jie, I, Dian Azrinda , swear that, if i were to be in a relationship with you again, i will love you. i will change to be a good girl. i will change to be someone that you will love always, without any regret. I wont be soo flirty anymore. and i promise you that i will study hard fer my nursing course. i swear bby. and you know i take swearing very seriously. and we'll only break when the time is really not right.. Wei Jie, to tell you honestly, everynight i have difficulties sleeping. and the only way fer me to sleep was to say ur name repeatedly till i fall asleep. bby, i really miss those times when we go through all hard obstacles together. you will always give me the strength to go through it. please dear, all i want from you is the tiny last chance. i really feel like bits by bits of me are dying every single day without you.. please give me the last chance. i still want to eat chocolate fondue with you dear. our 1 year anniversary is coming real soon. i really need this last chance..
"when you walk away, i count the steps that you take, do you see how much i need you right now? when you're gone, the pieces of my heart are missing you. when you're gone, the face i came to know is missing too. when you're gone, the words i need to hear to always get me through the days, and make it okkaye.. i miss you..~"
please dont avoid me dear. ):
p/s , I LOVE YOU.

FUCK YOU!

2011-03-16T22:47:00.003+08:00

EH THIS IS FER YOU!

I KNOW WHATEVER HAPPENED IS BECAUSE OF ME! BUT YOU, ARE NOT EVEN GIVING ME ANY CHANCE! YOU KNOW HOW FUCKED UP CAN THAT BE?! AND YOU, DONT THINK THAT YOU ARE SUCH A GREAT GUY BECAUSE THIS KIND OF SETBACK SHLD MAKE YOU TREASURE AND CHERISHED ME MORE! BUT IN FACT, YOU GAVE UP AND LET ME GO! YOU KNOW WHAT, YOU'RE A JERK! ALL THOSE PROMISES ARE EMPTY! WHATEVER YOU SAID TO ME IN OUR RELATIONSHIP IS ALL SHIT! "I'LL LOVE YOU FOREVER!" "I WILL SNATCH YOU BACK NO MATTER WHAT HAPPEN" "WE WILL OVERCOME ALL OBSTACLES BE IT EASY OR HARD TOGETHER" TO HELL WITH YOU! YOU ARE NOT EVEN KEEPING TO YOUR WORDS! WHAT AM I SIA? A DOLL? FUCK OFF MAN! YOU KNOW WHAT TYPE OF ATTITUDE I HAVE.. YOU GAVE UP! NEXT TIME, DONT STEAD WITH ME! AND HEY, JUST BECAUSE WE ARE NOT TGT, DOESNT MEAN YOU DONT HAVE TO SALAM MY PARENTS! ITS A FORM OF RESPECT! YOU KNOW WHAT, YOU ONLY SALAM THEM FER THE SAKE OF BECOMING MY BF! YOU WILL NEVER BE ABLE TO FORGET ME AFTER WHATEVER STUFF YOU HAD DONE TO ME! MARK MY WORDS. YOU IGNORING ME. I KNEW IT! ONCE YOU GET BACK UR JACKET, YOU ARE GOING TO IGNORE ME TOTALLY! AND I WAS FUCKING RIGHT! CB. DONT TOY WITH MY FEELINGS! LET ME TELL YOU THIS, IF I STARTED TO HATE YOU, ITS ALL UR FAULT! AND DONT YOU COME AND TEXT ME WHEN YOU ARE HAVING A PROBLEM! AND WHEN I'M REALLY GONE, THERE'S NO WAY YOU CAN FIND ME! MARK MY WORDS, WHAT I SAY, I'LL DO. YOU KNOW ME, I'M DARING! YOU WANT I GET LOST FROM YOUR LIFE RIGHT?! FINE! I'LL DO IT. BUT IF I RUN AWAY FROM HOME, DIE IN AN ACCIDENT, DONT YOU DARE SHED A TEAR FER ME! DONT YOU COME AND FIND FER ME! I MEAN IT! THIS IS DIAN AZRINDA. I'M HAVING LOTSA PROBLEMS IN MY HEAD! DONT FORCE ME INTO A CORNER! OR I'LL DO STUPID THINGS! FUCK IT! READ WHATEVER YOU HAVE POSTED BEFORE IN THIS BLOG! READ WHATEVER YOU'VE PROMISED AND SWEAR! AND YOU NOT GONNA HAVE A GOOD LIFE FER BREAKING THE VOW YOU MADE! NOT CURSING YOU, BUT ITS A FACT! THERE'S GONNA BE RETRIBUTION! BYE.

TSK!

2011-03-15T22:21:00.001+08:00

parents been very irritating. tsk!

leong wei jie, missing in action! ):

that guy, i dump alrd. wait, sounds soo wrong. i told him to keep a distance away from me..

DIAN AZRINDA , IN A VERY BAD MOOD!

miss you too much... yes you, Leong Wei Jie.

sick

2011-03-12T12:40:00.002+08:00

i'm having fever. i miss weijie too much.. i guess missing him to much leads me to having fever.. well, i really dunno how i got the fever. i avoided rain and stuff.. how? i really miss my boyfiie soo much.. haix.. dardar, i really cannot lose you... )':

LOST

2011-03-09T23:06:00.002+08:00

i'm seriously not happy.. i may look cheerful and stuff but seriously, i'm not like what you think.. i'm still weak.. very weak.. i cant carry on like this.. i need to move on.. DIAN AZRINDA , PLEASE MOVE ON! LEONG WEI JIE DON'T LOVE YOU ANYMORE! STOP BEING A BITCH AND STOP CLINGING ONTO HIM!

hurt.

2011-03-07T23:43:00.003+08:00

my heart is really... haix.. i cannot describe whatever i'm feeling... i really wanna get back together with you. but you keep saying cannot.. you kept on scolding me, sometimes fer no reason.. its really hurtful.. you called me unreasonable.. you said that i'm controlling you.. but i'm not.. uptil now... i've been controlling myself, not to cry.. forcing myself to move on, forget abt you.. but its really hard.. and while blogging, my tears are dropping.. nobody understands me.. not even you.. i really dunno how else to move on... am i supposed to give shahreel a chance to be with me? but if i do that, am i like taking him as a substitude? i cant do that.. i'm not even ready to be someone else's.. maybe i shld just be single.. till sch starts..

Leong Wei jie, i hope the best fer you.. maybe we are not meant to be together.. maybe this useless girl is not upto ur expectations. maybe we didnt think twice abt being together last year... maybe you will find someone better out there when you starts sch.. but dont get a girl like me.. a fucking useless and hopeless girl.. doesnt know how to appreciate love.

Dian Azrinda , you really gotta move on.. LEONG WEI JIE DOESNT LOVE YOU ANYMORE! you are just his fewn. he's not gonna love you all over gain..

i'm speechless. sorry fer everything.

L.O.V.E

2011-03-02T23:57:00.002+08:00

got my new ipod touch 4(:
bby..oops i mean weijie bringing me out tmr, eat lunch at pastamania.
i love him.

heart-broken

2011-03-02T12:47:00.003+08:00

there goes my relationship with Leong Wei Jie. i tried to hold on, but i cant. i really cannot tahan the way he treated me. i asked fer break. trying not to cry. even though its really heart breaking fer me.

haix.

2011-02-27T23:47:00.002+08:00

bby nowadays been scolding me.. i hate it! SERIOUSLY! scold me fer no fucking reason. wahlao, i got feelings sia.. i mean its like you talk things, make it clear la.. and when i dont understand, you scolded me.. you go read ur sent msgs and you will know. tsk! i dunno how else to talk to you. i talk nicely or not also got no difference! uptil now i dont even know if you accept me back as ur girlfiie out of love or out of sympathy.. if its out of sympathy, i rather lose you. i'm serious, even though it will hurt so damn deeply. haix. i thought you are the only one who is able to understand me, but you proved me wrong. tsk! boyfiie, please la. fer how long you want to be like this? ur texts is like fewn texting sia.. 'k' , 'ya' and 'i dunno'... thats ur standard answer. tmr, ur going to accompany ur FEWN to have his medical checkup. but i dont even know.. you are just not the boyfiie that i used to know... what am i to you now also i dunno.. you deleted all the photos in ur fone! you changed my name! what else? haix... ):

I WANT TO BUY IPOD TOUCH! (:

letter fer you.

2011-02-23T15:05:00.002+08:00

Dear Leong Wei Jie,

bby, i know you still loves me. and i still do. i duwan you leave me ever again. you gave me a month. i'll make sure after this one mnth, you will still be with me.. and carry on our wishes. dear, i'm really sorry. haix.. first time i felt being left by someone important in my life.. it really sucks dear. fer the past one week, i've been crying... cry until my eyes swollen.. very hurting dear.. cannot do my work properly.. haix... beee, i really wanna be with you. this break up made me feel that i should do smth abt myself. I NEED TO CHANGE. bby, i'm not gonna be unfaithful alrd.. REALLY! this time is fer real. fer sure. everywhere i go, be it in my room or whereever, it will remind me of you. our happy moments together spent. haix..
beee, i want get ready alrd..fer work. hope you will fetch me tonight. bye dear. I LOVE YOU! MUUUAAACCCCKKKKZZZZZ!! *kiss dear on his lips*

Lots of Love,

Dian Azrinda.

)':

2011-02-20T16:18:00.003+08:00

i've been crying endlessly at night.. everyday. no one understands me. NO ONE! leong wei jie really wants to break with me.. i cant do anything much.all i can say is i'm sorry. i really wanna patch back with you dear. i mean weijie.

)':

2011-02-15T10:32:00.001+08:00

I JUST CANT BELIEVE ALL THIS!

letter.

2011-02-06T22:09:00.002+08:00

Dear Leong Wei Jie,

i know no matter what i'm gonna say, nth is gonna change the fact that i've been unfaithful towards you. since we've gone our separate our ways, i cant be the perfect girl. i cant fulfil

ur wishes. i dunno how else to solve the problems in us. i guess breaking up is the best

solution. but i really duwan break with you. this is really from the deep bottom of my heart.

bby, i really cannot be without you.

i'm really sorry.

i really wish to be with you dear.

i love you.

lots of love,

Dian Azrinda

i'm happy!

2011-01-25T12:55:00.003+08:00

sorry fer not updating fer sucha long time. been real busy with working. and fighting with boyfiie cuz of 'him'. but nehmine, everything is fine now.. (: so i'm going out with boyfiie ltr on. going central, bringing boyfiie to have his haircut, and going fer shopping spree. (: i pierced my upper ear last week. today i want buy new clothes, new shoes. i want eat McD! MCSPICY!! (:
my bbyboy is sooo cute. cuz he loves to be pampered by ayah and mumi. he that day show attitude to mumi cuz mumi fetched him late. hahah!
my boyfiie.. hmmm.. thinks that i'm not loving him anymore. tsk! no la beee, i still love you. give me more time to make it 100%. (:
okkaye, i want go shower. i want get ready. i want wear nice nice fer boyfiie to see. lol. nonsense. okkaye la.
today my offday, hope i wont be called last minute to work. (:

i'm sorry.

2011-01-05T09:15:00.002+08:00

why am i even ur girlfiie? i'm not even fit to be ur girlfiie. i'm so unfaithful. what a bitch i can be! you care and love fer me with all ur heart.. but i'm not even being fair to you.. i begged fer your forgiveness but it seems that you can never forgive me. i know its a very big mistake i've done. i'm sorry dear. i know no matter what i say or do, forgiving me is a damn hard thing you can do.. i just wanna start afresh with you. even if i drop tears of blood, i know i cant change the fact. i'm really feeling so helpless now. bby, i'm serious. it wont happen again. i just want ur forgiveness. i duwan you break with me. you are the one who's damn impt to me. please dear. loving you was never a regret. Dian.

damn.

2011-01-02T16:28:00.002+08:00

just what is wrong with you? i really dont understand you now. whats in ur head? what you want now? i'm tired of everything!

he's mine!

2010-12-22T00:18:00.002+08:00

helllooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo!
bbyboy, i fucking love you very much! muuuaaaaccckkkkzzzz!!!!!!!!!!!

ouh man!

2010-11-28T19:41:00.003+08:00

i went singapore discovery centre today with my aunt, cousin and aunt's fewns..blablah.. hmmmm, the guy up there is a part time worker , we talked and he gave me a heart balloon. awwww.... so sweet(:

okkaye, my reason fer posting the first photo is because dear, i want to tell you that i looked uber fat aft my dinner just now. i looked like i'm in the early stages of pregnancy! so fat la! OMG! so ugly. hahahaahh!

kay,my cousin over here. overnighting here. okkaye. bye. lazy type longlong. bye.

eh wait, working at swensens was so far sooo goood. had good collegues.

okkaye done. BYE!

Dear...I will always be there for you:)

2010-11-22T03:35:00.003+08:00

Dear...I know nowadays you are not feeling good dear, because of yr parents fighting, but beeeee...you really must be strong okkaye? :) Don ever give up on yr family and especially yourself dear, you must never give up darling:) boyfiie here will always always always be there for you dear, will always be yr listening ear, will always be there to support dear, and will always be willing to love dear to the fullest:) dear...if you give up on yourself, then how about yr parents, yr relatives, yr friends, those who cares about you and yr boyfiie here dear? See dear? There are still alot of people who cares about you dear, and you should know who cares about you the most dear:), bby...can you bear to leave yr parents, me and all the people who cares about you? Yr answer should be no rite? Dear...I know you find it very hard to cope with all the fightings, I know you really need a person to talk to, to comfort you, , to be by yr side always, and lend you a shoulder...I can be the one dear, you know I can dear...and beeeee...if I'm not there, I really still there dear, in yr heart dear...I'm always in yr heart, and dear...you can always contact me, I will always be there for you dear, and I will do my best to be there for you in person dear, I really will dear:), beee...please believe in yourself, believe that you can overcome this obstacle dear, and sweetheart...didn't we promised that we will overcome all obstacles together? Beee...let me help you dear, and I am confident in helping dear to overcome anything together beeeee:) , darling...don you ever give up okkaye? Don ever give up my dear darling princess:), I don wan you to leave me dear, and I also don wan to leave you beeee...dear, I really love you very much...Dian Azrinda Bte Kasrin, stay strong my dear darling princess:), can you do that dear:)?? And beeee...please tell boyfiie here if you have any problems, no matter big or small, just tell me okkaye dear:)?? My love...Leong Wei Jie loves you soooooooooo much:)!! MUUUUUUUUUUAAAAAAAAAACCCCCCCCCCCKKKKKKKKKKSSSSSSSSSS^^!!

saddy.

2010-11-21T20:16:00.002+08:00

feeling so depressed. no one understands it. not even my parents cuz they are the one who made me felt so depressed.. they keep on fighting.. as though there's no tomorrow. when they fight, i'm the one who needs to be there to ask them to cool down.. i'm the one who tried to salvage their relationship so that the family wont break up.. but today, when they fought, they talked abt divorce. i cant take it anymore. i feel like running away from home, getting into boyfiie's arms , getting a real damn tight hug from him and getting his awesomest kisses.. but i cant.. he's so far away from me.. he could only give me words of encouragement. i thank him and ganesh.. fer giving me the support and confidence to go thru this rough path.. its not easy fer me.. as i'm the only child.. or better still, i feel like meeting Mr Ku and pour all my woes to him.. cuz i believe he can understand and try to help me by giving me his encouragement and advices since he's an adult, a married man and a father of two. i know he's the best teacher.. he's there to teach me life values and gave me advices on how i can improve my life.. take my fighting with ganesh fer example, he was there to tell me where i went wrong.. i learnt to take it in my stride.. but how am i supposed to find him? i cant possibly text him and pour my woes.. what will his wife think of me? haix.. if i find mdm aisha, i dont really can pour it out.. i feel that i shld limit my words.. if i go RTC, i dont feel good sharing.. if i find ms chye, worst nia, nth can come out from my mouth.. so the people i'm comfortable sharing my problems is Dear and Ganesh.. they showed concern. and i'm happy. but my parents... haix.. do they even love me anot? cuz they looked like they dont love me anymore. if they wanna divorce, why in the firat place they get married? haix.. and even if they wanna get a divorce, why do it when i'm so big enough and can understand all this.. come on la parents, can you guys think abt me? i want a complete family.. not this kind of family.. can you guys please stop fighting? i'm tired of facing all this.. i had enough daddy and mummy..
daddy, can you please stop cheesing mummy off??
mummy, can you please stop fighting with ayah??
can you guys please stop being so sensitive?? pls salvage your own relationship.. i'm just your daughter.. dont make me feel so helpless.. i still need my life.. if you guys really want a divorce, i really cannot talk much.
till here ba. bye.

PROM NIGHT! ♥

2010-11-20T18:44:00.003+08:00

ytd was prom night! i was sooo excited and i was 100% ready the day before(: i had manicure, pedicure and also i dyed my hair. so me and mumi took 2 hours to tie my hair. very tiring. at 415pm, i showered. okkaye i know that was soo late. so got ready and stuff. dardar reached my house with McD! mumi helped me with the makeup. so when we were walking at the shelter, i rmbed that i forgot to put on my earrings! dhn dardar went up to take it fer me(: so i met fady at 77th street to pass her the band ticket, also met cx, jh, jh and tc. in the end took cab to carlton hotel. reached there and camwhored. basically we had fun there. hmm, i was nominated as the prom queen contestant! but i didnt win it! its okkaye! haha! dhn after everything was over, we walked to bras basah station. dardar sent me till amk station, waited fer ayah to fetched me there. and i reached home at midnight. dear went back home.

today was a fucking disaster day fer me... parents fought and stuff. i just dont feel like talking abt it. ):

but whatever it is, i wanna thank boyfiie fer being there fer me all along through thick and thin. thank you dardar.♥

anyway, dear had been calling me princess since ytd! hahaha! and know what, dear really look so smart ytd! i love it!

okkaye i dunno what else to talk about.

BBY LEONG WEI JIE, I LOVE YOU VERY VERY VERY MUCH!

Dardar...I'm sorry for scolding you:(

2010-11-17T04:36:00.003+08:00

Bby...I don know wat has gotten into me these few days:( cuz I have been showing you my temper these few days dardar, and beeeee...don think other ways okkaye? Its not that I have no interest towards you already dear...thats a total NO dear, and its also not totally yr fault dear:( I'm at fault too darling:( sorry for my short-temper these few days beeeee...and I really promise you that it will not happen again dear, beeeee...I'm sorry for using a word that you really hate it alot on you:( I know it hurt you alot dear:( but dardar, yesterday I explained to you on the phone already, and you should know why...dear, I really didn't mean to use that word on you dear:( it just slipped out my mouth dear, and I know it hurt you alot dear, cuz I have never used that word before...I'm really sorry dear:( beeeee...I know you don like me keep on saying sorry, but I really have to say dear, and beeeee...there is one thing that I really don wan you to do:( and that is.....with me dear:( you know wat is that dear...beeeee, please don do it...I realised my mistake already dear, please don do it dear:( and you promised me that you will walk this journey together with me dear...please don leave me beeeee:( I really love you very much beeeee...please don leave me, and please forgive me dear:( and dear...yesterday was yr malay lit paper two, and it marked the end of yr examination, congratulations my sayang:) we have done it:) I told you that we can complete this together dear:) and deardear...I think you should be surprised to see the time I posted this to you dardar...I rested and then went back to post this to you dardar:) and dardar...I really hope that you will not do that dear...you know dear, its the.....bby:( please don dear, we still have a long way to go dear, and I wan dear to be by my side...will you accept darling? :) I already have an answer in my heart dear, and that answer is from you dear, I'm sure you are going to say the same answer as my heart tells me bby...I am sure that it will be true dear:) and deardear...you know our couple ring:)?? You know the silver colured section dear? You must clean it regularly hor dardar:) hehe^^!! Must keep our couple ring as clean as possible dear:) and I'm wearing it almost every second dear:), I only take our couple ring off is during shower dardar:), and I'm sure that dear is doing the same as me:) hehe^^!! Deardear...I hope you will reply my messages dear, I really need you bby...dear, can you don be angry already:(?? I'm really sorry my love...dardar, its getting late already, I'm going to sleep dear...I hope we can let the past be the past dear, bby...good nite and sweet dreams:) I love you soooooooooo much dear:) MUUUUUUUUUUAAAAAAAAAACCCCCCCCCCKKKKKKKKKKSSSSSSSSSS^^!!!!!!!!!!

Couple Ring!

2010-11-10T18:13:00.003+08:00

hohoho^^ nice right??!! OMG!! i love that to the very core. (: bby very nice to me. this was my 6 monthsary present! hehe^.^ actually we placed this ring order together. on deepavali, dear and me went out. we went TPY to buy my prom dress. dhn we went bugis. walked around (: dhn went to iluma and placed the order. but we took this ring ytd, at amkhub. we walked around amk central. today was MTL O level. hope i get A2. pls! ): so i'm left with Mly Lit P1 and P2 and Science paper 1.. i wanna end O level faster. i want prom to come faster. i want band concert to come faster so that i can work. hahhaah. i shall stop here fer now. i want go play game fer awhile and dhn shower and dhn study. bye! love you dear!
p/s ; i now got baby at home (:

My sweetheart...happy sixth monthsary^^!!

2010-11-04T00:37:00.005+08:00

Bby! Its our sixth monthsary yesterday leh^^!! Hehe^^!! I'm sooooo happy dardar^^!! Dear, you just make yr boyfiie's life sparkle:), I really love you alot dardar^^!! Bby...about yr present, can boyfiie give you at a later date? Cuz I haven prepare it bby:P...I'm sorry dear, but sayang said something that I felt very touched:), my girlfiie said, "Its okkaye:), its yr love that matters most." Awwwww bby...sooooo sweet of you^^!! Hehe^^!! Thank you sweetheart^^!! Ouh! Science, poa, history for dear and geography for me are all done^^!! Hehe^^!! Dardar...a few more papers to go^^!! Must jiayou okkaye darling:)?? B...you must focus on yr social studies hor:), must do very well b^^!! For malay and malay literature, its not much a worry to dear cuz she is very good in it^^!! And for the last paper which is science paper one, must at least revise abit hor dear^^!! Its holds about 20% of the science paper marks dear!! GO GO GO MY DARLING^^!! Hehe^^!! Maybe dear and I will go Bugis to look for attire for our prom night^^!! Hehe^^!! And there is still one very important present that I wan to buy dear:), if you know wat I mean^^!! Hehe^^!! I cannot wait till prom night dear^^!! I WAN TO GO IN WITH YOU SAYANG^^!! Hehe^^!! And I also cannot wait till dear's band concert^^!! Hehe^^!! I will be looking foward to all these special days with you dardar^^!! And of course our upcoming monthsaries dardar^^!! HAHAHA^^!! Dear!! A few more papers then we will finish the 'O' levels^^!! Hehe^^!! We must strive till the end dear^^!! And I know dear and I can do it de^^!! My bbygirl...JIALYOU^^!! Hehe^^!! HAPPY SIXTH MONTHSARY DEAR^^!! All this time spent with you was really amazing dear:), darling really changed my life:), dear...I really love spending this few months with you dear:), all the fights we have, all the fun and laughter we had and all the care and concern we have shown to each other:), all cannot be described in words dear...I just really love every single moment we shared together:), and I hope this will continue for a very very very long time dear:). and dear...I'm sure you know how my very long is:), bby...I love you sooooo much^^!! Lets walk this journey together bby...I will hold on to you always^^!! MUUUUUUUUUUAAAAAAAAAACCCCCCCCCCKKKKKKKKKKSSSSSSSSSS^^!!!!!!!!!!

Laopo...don be angry:(

2010-10-30T03:38:00.003+08:00

B...two days ago was e-maths paper two:), but dear...you made a careless mistake leh:P...you never check yr answer b! But b...its okkaye:), although that careless mistake is hard to take, the maths paper is over now bby:), totally over! Hehe^^!! Dardar, I hope you are not thinking about it anymore:), cuz when after the maths paper, dear complained to me!! Hehe^^!! Dear's face can change very sudden sia!! HAHAHA:)!! Rite dardar:)?? Hehe^^!! Dear complained to me about all the careless mistakes that she made during the maths paper!! Especially for one particular question! Then I 'shouted'..."Its only two marks dear~!! It won't drop one grade de~!!" HAHAHA^^!! But dear...you must not make anymore careless mistake already okkaye:)?? Dear and me laughed all the way sia^^!! Hehe^^!! B...I think you are too nervous already dardar:)!! Must calm yourself down for the upcoming papers okkaye b:)?? I don wan to name the mistakes made in dear's exam here, cuz I don wan deardear to think back and feel sad about it!! But bby...its over now:), don think about it anymore alright:)?? And b! Yesterday was chemistry paper three:)!! Bby!! You know wat:)?? We can do the chemistry paper leh:)!! Hehe^^!! I'm very happy for you dear:)!! Dear! Must do very well in physics okkaye:)?? I know you are strong in physics dear:)!! Must not just pass okkaye b? Must get at least B4 or above okkaye sayang:)?? Don say cannot dear! Must try okkaye:)?? Dear and I was very happy after the chemistry exam, until the rain came...we were even happier^^!! HAHAHA:)!! Dear! You should know why rite:)?? Hehe^^!! CUZ DEAR WAS SUPER HIGH WHEN IT WAS RAINING!! HAHAHA^^!! Dear! You very funny leh^^!! Hehe^^!! Both dear and I played in the rain for a little while^^!! Sooooo fun la^^!! Hehe^^!! Dear was like shouting here and there sia^^!! Hehe^^!! Thats my most beloved girlfiie and I love her^^!! Hehe^^!! Laopo!! Wo ai ni^^!! Hehe^^!! But dear and I got drenched in the end:P!! Hehe^^!! But I don mind!! HAHAHA^^!! Cuz it was sooooo fun playing in the rain with dear^^!! Hehe^^!! But bby...some prcious presents got wet...sorry b:( dear...the hanging photo, can you help boyfiie to print out a new one please? And also our precious cards dear...now I know where to keep it dear...I didn't mean to wet them dardar:( I really didn't mean to:( but still...I must say this...thank you very much bby:), I really really appreciate yr presents to me dear, but I really didn't mean to wet it dardar:( Then when dear reached home, it was soooo nice of my girlfiie to bring me a new shirt and shorts to wear on^^!! Thank you soooo much my sweet darling^^!! Then we saw mumi having a flu! So I went down to shop and buy flu medicine for mumi to eat:)!! Mumi...must eat medicine hor, don say don wan mumi, you are having quite a bad flu, so must take the medicine okkaye? Get well soon mumi^^!! Hehe^^!! Nowadays, I have been eating over at dear's house:), and I would like to say thank you to dear, mumi and ayar for all the food^^!! Hehe^^!! I really love it^^!! Thank you very much dear, mumi and ayar^^!! Hehe^^!! Next time I wan to treat you all to something^^!! Hehe^^!! Can can can? HAHAHA^^!! And wifey...don be angry already can? I was tired b, and you know wat I'm talking about sayang, it was about early this morning dardar...b, I'm sorry:( I hope you will not be angry already dear...bby also send me photos and songs today:), now I got more songs to sing to dear and more of my most precious and beloved girlfiie's photos to look at!! Also got dear's family photo:)!! Hehe^^!! Dardar...don be angry already la... :( okkaye b? B...now I know where to keep our presents already...deardear, can you help me print the hanging photos and our precious cards dear? Thank you bby:), and b...I'm sooo sorry, I didn't mean to wet them:( okkaye bby...I'm offing toppy soon! Don worry bby, I didn't on it for long:)...Good nite and sweet dreams my sweetheart^^!! And dear, quite a BOOOOOOOOOMMMMMZZZZZ last night and this morning leh:P!! Hehe^^!! MUUUUUUUUUUAAAAAAAAAACCCCCCCCCCKKKKKKKKKKSSSSSSSSSS^^!!!!!!!!!!

Dardar...we can do it:)

2010-10-27T02:24:00.004+08:00

Hellooo beeeee^^!! Hehe^^!! B! Yesterday was e-maths paper one leh! Hehe^^!! And dear, don worry too much okkaye:)?? You will pass de sayang^^!! Trust me dear:), you will^^!! Must be confident in yourself b^^!! But not over-confident hor dardar! B...one and a half papers down:), and you are progressing very well sayang^^!! Keep up the spirit deardear^^!! Remember b:)?? That we will complete this race together no matter wat happens^^!! Hehe^^!! Dardar...DON EVER GIVE UP ON ANYTHING YOU WISH TO ACHIEVE OKKAYE:)?? DON EVER GIVE UP SWEETHEART^^!! I will always be by yr side supporting you all the way dear:), don worry too much already okkaye bby:)?? There is still more papers to go dear:), I don wan you to lose focus b!! Ouh! And bby...did I tap my feet too loud in the examination hall today:P?? I hope I didn't darling:P!! Hehe^^!! And b! Must take note of the negative sign when you are simplifying a fraction okkaye? Must hor b^^!! And dear...please don ever call yourself dumb okkaye? You are not dumb sayang, you are just careless at that point of time and made a few mistakes b...but don worry dear, don let these few mistakes dampen yr morale dear! You will sure pass yr paper one de b^^!! And you must work even harder on paper two dear!! Must be more concentrated alright my dear:)?? Deardear, you know wat:)?? Its exactly two months from now to yr band concert leh b^^!! I'm sooo excited dear^^!! I wan to see my very own girlfiie on stage performing^^!! Hehe^^!! My dear girlfiie will sure look very smart on that day de^^!! Hehe^^!! And b...you don know wat I will do on that day for you^^!! Hehe^^!! Today, I sung my dear girlfiie to sleep:), I love it soooo much^^!! Hehe^^!! But dear, I don know whether you heard wat I said after I sung for you:P...so this is wat I said b:), I was telling my most beloved girlfiie Dian how much I love her:), I just love her to the max...really the max, b...you have taken my whole heart away, and I am very willing to let you keep it always:), cuz I wan to be with you and love you always always always b:), really dear!! I was also telling you bby, that you must not give up soo easily dear, you must be thinking positive b,thats wat you told me bby:), and don keep on brooding about the papers you have done and submitted b...I know its very hard to take it, the careless mistakes dear, but remember wat I told you dear:)?? You must learn from yr mistakes, so that you will not repeat them in the following papers dear^^!! Ouh! And the songs that I sung my bbygirl to sleep was first...'Crush' by 'David Ah Choooo! Letter'...HAHAHA^^!! Nope la b:P!! Its David Archuleta^^!! The second song was 'Wu Ding' by Jay Chou and Wen Lan:), the third song was 'Tong Hua' by Guang Liang and the last but not least song:), 'WAIT FOR YOU' by Elliot Yamin^^!! So bby I will wait for you~ I don know wat else I can do~ Don tell me I ran out of time~ If it takes the rest of my life~ I will wait for Dian Azrinda Bte Kasrin~:), hehe^^!! Bby, I hope you like it that I sing to you almost every night b:), and sorry b...nowadays I cannot sing for you cuz I'm still having a slight cough:P....sorry b:( Ouh! Today I also went over to dear's house to study e-maths paper two with her^^!! Hehe^^!! I hope you understand dardar^^!! And I'm sure you do^^!! And you know why I'm sooooo sure:)?? Cuz you are Dian Azrinda Bte Kasrin and you are my most precious and beloved girlfiie^^!! I also treated dear and her her family to rojak^^!! Hehe^^!! Dear wan individual de^^!! Hehe^^!! Actually we both did not know to share or to have individual:P...I wanted dear to eat more:), so I ordered an individual set for my girlfiie^^!! Hehe^^!! I had a great time with dear, mumi and ayar^^!! Hehe^^!! We laughed and talked:), bby and mumi even teach me how to speak malay^^!! Hehe^^!! Its the basic sentence to train my pronunciation:), which got a lot of 'R' pronunciation de^^!! Cuz I tend to pronounce any word with 'R' as 'L':P!! Like goreng will be pronounced as goleng:P!! HAHAHA^^!! Bby and mumi was very funny when they said that sentence^^!! Hehe^^!! And dear also thought me how to say 'go do small and big 'business' in malay^^!! Dear, teach me again hor^^!! I abit blur:P!! Hehe^^!! Dear's aunt, uncle and Nurul came over^^!! I greeted them but not long after that, I needed to go off:P...but before I went off, mumi treated dear and me to tea and prawn crackers^^!! YEAH^^!! Hehe^^!! Thank you mumi and thank you dear and ayar for the wonderful time today^^!! I really enjoyed myself each time I visted dear's house^^!! Hehe^^!! Ouh! And sorry about the spelling mistakes I made in the previous posts dear...sorry b:( Dear, its getting quite late:P...and b, must work extra hard for tomorrow;s paper two okkaye:)?? Don worry too much b:), take deep breaths before entering the examination hall:), and dear...you also can look at me if you are really nervous^^!! Hehe^^!! And b, WEIREN and DEEJAY will also be beside you like me, cheering for you all the way dear:)!! GO MUMMY GO^^!! GO MY DEAR GIRLFIIE GO^^!! WE ALL KNOW YOU CAN DO IT DE BBYGIRL^^!! Hehe^^!! ALL THE BEST TO DEAR AND ME^^!! I LOVE YOU VERY MUCH DEAR^^!! WEIREN AND DEEJAY LOVE YOU VERY MUCH TOO MY DEAR BBYGIRL^^!! Rite WEIREN and DEEJAY:)?? "YES YES DADDY^^!! WE ALL LOVE MUMMY VERY MUCH DADDY^^!! BUT FOR YOU, MUMMY IS YR GIRLFIIE DADDY^^!! SO YOU MUST SAY...I LOVE YOU VERY MUCH MY DEAR GIRLFIIE^^!! Hehe^^!!" I LOVE YOU VERY MUCH MY DEAR GIRLFIIE^^!! AND DON EVER GIVE UP MY DEAR BBYGIRL^^!! MUUUUUUUUUUAAAAAAAAAACCCCCCCCCCKKKKKKKKKKSSSSSSSSSS^^!!!!!!!!!!

Bbygirl...you are just sooo important to me:)

2010-10-26T00:24:00.008+08:00

Hello dardar^^!! I am back here writing on our lovely blog again^^!! Hehe^^!! Dardar, yesterday was the english 'O' level paper, and both of us did quite well dear^^!! And b...don be upset about the mistakes you made in the papers okkaye? Cuz you really did well in the content of paper one and also the comprehension b^^!! And b...thank you sooo much for today:), cuz you cheered me up when I was brooding (wa b...chim word seh:)) over my careless mistakes in my papers, and dear also told me not to give up^^!! Hehe^^!! Thank you dear soooo very much^^!! But b...you also must not think too much about today's paper okkaye? Cuz you really did well in today's paper and there is also more papers coming up dear:), but don worry b...cuz we know we can do it de:)!! And b...don feel guilty over today okkaye:)?? Cuz I really don mind sharing about today with you dear:), its really okkaye b^^!! Hehe^^!! Deardear, you are my most beloved girlfiie:), how can I not share things with you dear:)?? Hehe^^!! Bby, you must be confident in the upcoming papers alright:)?? Its the last lap dear, WE BOTH CAN DO IT DE^^!! B, I will finish this race together with you de:), when you fall down...I will pick you up, when you win the race...I will be there sharing the joy with you dear:), no matter wat...I will always be by yr side dear:), let us finish this race together b^^!! WE CAN DO IT DARDAR^^!! Hehe^^!! Bby, later on is maths paper, you and I have been preparing it for very long:), and we must show wat we have got later on dear^^!! B...you told me that when you are nervous, you will take a look at me:), b...if this really helps you:), then must look more okkaye:)?? Hehe^^!! But of course must be careful of the examiners b:P!! Hehe^^!! Dardar, I'm really happy that at the examination hall, I can sit near with you:), I'm by close to yr side dear:), and I really love it^^!! Cuz all the encouragement and love that you gave me, I can really feel it even when I'm super nervous b:)!! B...my explanation is not that good:P, but I just really love sitting near you in the examination hall cuz my very own beloved and precious girlfiie is just by my side:), and I can keep a close watch on her too^^!! Ensuring that dear is doing fine when she is doing her papers^^!! Ouh! And sorry bby, if I have disturbed you during the examination by tapping my leg soooo loudly on the ground:P!! Nervous sia b:P!! Hehe^^!! But I promise you I will never make taht sound again b^^!! Hehe^^!! Sorry dardar:P!! Bby, I'm going to sleep soon...you really must do yr very best in the 'O' levels okkaye:)?? I really really wish dear^^!! I will pray hard for you b:)!! Dear! ALL THE BEST^^!! GOOD LUCK TO MY MOST PRECIOUS AND BELOVED GIRLFIIE^^!! MUUUUUUUUUUAAAAAAAAAACCCCCCCCCCKKKKKKKKKKSSSSSSSSSS^^!!!!!!!!!! Ouh! And beeee:), I was the very first to buy yr concert tickets leh^^!! Hehe^^!! I'm very happy beeee^^!! Hehe^^!! I will be there supporting you all the way dear^^!! I cannot wait b^^!! Hehe^^!!

I'm really sorry dardar... :(

2010-10-25T02:03:00.004+08:00

B...yr old boyfiie is back here to update our blog again:), b...last night was not a good night for both of us dear:( bby...I know that I've done wrong, I'm at fault b...for not appreciating the things you gave me, but b...actually its not not appreciate...I'm really happy that you gave me all the presents dear, it was really very sweet and thoughtful of you my dear girlfiie...but b, I just don know how to explain myself:( b...I hope you read the messages I sent to you, its a total of three messages b, dear...I'm really sorry, I just wan to prove that I really love you a lot dear, and it will start...actually it started long ago b:), dear...I really love you a lot, I know my actions does not show b...but I really do love you a lot sayang, b...please forgive me, I WILL REALLY CHANGE MYSELF DEAR, I PROMISE YOU THAT SAYANG...b, please don be angry anymore...and the ticket b, I will search through my whole cupboard dear, but b...I don know whether I can find it...b, please don leave me dear, I know the ticket is super important, but b please please...don let it be one step closer or even half a step closer to.....b, please don:( bby...this promise I will and NOT try, but WILL fulfill it dear...I'm confident I can piece yr heart back b, please dear...I'm really very scared right now, and when you put down the phone last night till now...I'm still scared b, dear...please don leave me, please don please don b, I will do all my best dear, and b...I love you just as much dear, my love for you have never faded a bit...and b, I hope your's will not fade too...DEAR, I REALLY LOVE YOU ALOT, I don know how to explain it in words to you dear...but I know that you know how much is my love towards you my precious sayang, b...I learnt my mistake, I will change for the better dear, I will...and I promise you that dear, b...I'm soooo sorry, please forgive me dear, b...lastly, I really appreciate the presents you gave me dear, I don wan to say things, cuz those presents are really precious to me...every single thing dear, really b...I'm serious, b...I hope you will read this post soon, and I sincerely apologise to you b...I'm sorry Dian, I'm sorry my dear girlfiie...I will change b, I will and I promise...b, I seriously love you sooooo much, I seriously love you alot dear:), b...MUUUUUUUUUUAAAAAAAAAACCCCCCCCCCKKKKKKKKKKSSSSSSSSSS^^!! *Kiss Dear On The Forehead:)* dear, don leave me...

i know i'm not understanding.

2010-10-23T23:02:00.002+08:00

hey attachedhearts, yes.. I'm feeling down now. yeah, arguing with boyfiie now. Am i in the wrong? I've been asking myself if all the fightings started because of me... I know i'm not understanding. I seemed soooo unappreciative towards him. Okkaye, yes i know i'm very bad towards him, even mum said so. I scolded him fer no reasons, showing him my attitude when he did nth wrong. i sometimes felt that boyfiie doesnt really appreciate things that symbolises us. Its like.. he didnt even update this blog. Thats okkaye la. But he didnt even read it! Much less writing on the tagboard. What happen to the split heart keychain? He just left it in his house. Mine is like hanging on my fone 24hrs with scratches on it. what happen to the photo i gave him to hang on his bag? Hmph! He just left it in his bag! confem he didnt even look at it. The cards i gave him, he just leave them in his bag. I'm really feeling that this love is like not clapping with 2 hands. He's caring, loving and etc. But he doesnt know that i'm actually kind of hurt by his actions. He said he love me alot, ouh yes i love him alot tooo! But.. Haix.. I dunno la huh.. Maybe i'm just too over sensitive. nehmine. Forget it. I duwan carry on typing. Niwaes O level has started. Good luck to me and of course him.

i miss my most AWESOME-ST boyfiie!

2010-10-16T22:00:00.002+08:00

i am so tired! Seriously, life has been okkaye fer me. Prelim results were utterly disappointing. However, i'm gonna own O Level! I wan pass! I wan go Nursing! Hahaha! Today, mdm aisha made a mistake. The event was supposed to be next week, but she thought it was today. we even reach there alrd. I called Boyfiie ask him meet me. Me, fad and mira met him at tpy. Dhn we kaikai. Bought mumi's present. Dhn back to amk. Bought cake. Home. Eat cake. Out to buy food. Home. Eat alot. Dhn rested fer awhile. Dhn we sent Boyfiie home! Now lying on my bed. Smsing dear. Niwaes, laptop and internet got problem uhh. Cant connect. So ya, niwaes, O level starting soon! Real damn soon!! So wont be playing internet always. Goodluck Dian Azrinda & Leong Wei Jie!
Boyfiie, i hope we can last real damn long cuz i love you alot!!! Muuuuuaaaaacccckkkkkzzzzzz!!!!! Thank you dear fer everything!

Happy 5th Monthsary! ♥

2010-10-04T17:41:00.006+08:00

awww! yesterday was my 5th monthsary with Leong Wei Jie♥. Few days before the monthsary we kept on fighting. -_-" not fun de. So, yesterday afternoon, bby came over and passed me mymonthsary present. damn awesome! he was so sweet la. spend alot of time on the card and to wrap, and to etcetcetc. so, let the picture do the talking since picture speaks a thousand words.

and as you all can see, i was talking to WeiJie when i was taking the photos. hehe^^ my boyfiie very sweet sia.

what i did fer dardar was 2 cards and gave him a photo fer his wallet and also photo to hang on our bag (: okkaye, i really dunno what to post le. i'm just too tired. bye ppl. (:

Sweetheart...I love you more than ever:)

2010-09-26T22:20:00.000+08:00

Hey my dear bbygirl:)!! I'm updating our lovely blog again sayang:)!! Dear...I'm sorry, I didn't went to update our blog for quite some time dear:P!! Bby! I read yr lovely posts already:)!! I really love them all dear:)!! I really do sayang:)!! Dear, I was touched by yr last post darling:), you was very sweet dear:), I love it sayang:), but I love you more dear:)!! Hehe^^!! But all in all, I really love every single bit of you dear:), every single bit sayang:)!! Hehe^^!! Hey bby, I really wan you to know...I really love you alot sayang, and I cannot live without you dear, I'm serious...I will feel very uneasy without you sayang, I really need you by my side...cuz I wan to take care of you dear, I really do:), bby...I'm soo scared that one day you will leave me dear, I really don wan that to happen...I really don wan, dear...I promise you I will love you for all I can, wholeheartedly dear...and I won't leave you dear, and I hope you won't too dear:), bbygirl...when you need me, I will be there, when you think of me, I will be there, when you call me, I will be there...dear, I will be there for you always dear:),I hope you will remember this dardar:), I really wan you to:), deardear...you will not know how much my love is for to you dear, I cannot explain them in words dardar, I really love you alot:), bby...when we are down, we will cheer each other up, when we are happy, we will share the joy between the two of us, when we hurt ourselves, we will always be there caring and concerning for each other dear, I really hope this can continue for a very long time dear:), you heard me sayang? I really wan us to last long with each other, no matter wat happens dear:)!! Today, I accompanied dear through text:), hehe^^!! And b...I'm sorry I cannot talk to you at night:(!! Sorry dear...but bby, I told you already, no matter wat happens, I still love you:)!! Eh? Like no link leh! HAHA:)!! But I still love you dear:)!! Hehe^^!! Dardar:)!! We must last long alright:)?? Hehe^^!! Bby, I love you very very very much:)!!!

Everything Comes To Him Who Waits.

2010-09-26T13:03:00.004+08:00

bby, i'm sorry, the previous photo got wrong editing.
b, uptil now, i still cant believe that next week sunday is our 5th monthsary. b, time passed really fast. b, and i cant believe that ur my very first boyfiie that i can last long with. b, without you, i really cant imagine whats gonna happen to me. To me, ur my everything. ue gave me a sense of security, sense of happiness and sometimes sense of sadness. but being with you is a wonderful thing. friends said that they are jealous of me to get a boyfiie like you. cuz ue are damn sweet, damn caring and damn loving. especially ytd when ue helped me to apply cream and plasters. b, seriously, that was so sweet of you. b.. i want last long with you. i seriously do. every time we fight, i know its my fault. i'm always the one who started it. and i'm really sorry abt it. i may look unappreciative of ur presence in me, but dear, deep inside me, ur my number 1. i just dont know how to show that i love you alot. i'm just not good at showing it. everyday, everytime, i'll think of you. if i dont hear ur voice, or receive a msg from you, i will feel that i've something precious. i just want us to be together till when the time is not right. and i'm sure that i can win ur parents hearts. thank you fer everything b. you will always be loved by me.

Lots of love, hugs and kisses,

Dian Azrinda ; LWJ's

random pictures.

2010-09-24T22:36:00.004+08:00

b, this is the alien photo.

b, this is the nicer edited.

okkaye. today was okkaye. slept like a log in mum's room. ayah is quite okkaye with his work i guess. hahah! dear is my most awesomest boyfiie! i effing love him! tmr i going out. will do a proper post asap. most probably tmr. nights people!

bby, ue will always be in my heart. i love you! muuaaaccckkzzz! nights b.

if you know how much i love you

2010-09-23T23:57:00.002+08:00

hehe^^ its meant fer you dear.

dear was injured today during PE Lesson. his elbow, knee and waist bleed. i was sooo worried and sad la! lucky got Ma to help him dress the wound at home. b, i love you.

got back poa,mly and eng prelim papers. shall not elaborate.

p/s : daddy got a new job.

I'M HAPPY!
this is just a short post. cuz i gotta turn in fer the night. lol

Karaoke

2010-09-22T21:07:00.003+08:00

first of all, HAPPY BURFDAY TAN CHAO XIN. MAY ALL UR WISHES COME TRUE. (:
so, today was the last day of prelim. so it was average. since its multiple choice. reached home at 940am. played lappy, watch tv and stuff. 150pm i showered. met Dear outside my house at arnd 215 like that. so we went to central, one herbal shop. bought smth there. went outside ljs and met others.half of them went in first. my group started late cuz me, dear, junhao and tianci were waiting fer our two princesses, Ikah and Mira. but ue guys are forgiven. (: went into our room and started shouting and singing. fun to the max! ganesh came into my room and junhao went over to cx's room. we sang and we dance. super fun!!!!! I LOVE IT! so we went out from k-box at 7pm. dhn ate dinner at banquet. cx's group went off first. they went to the park to celebrate mid-autumn. only left me, dear, mira and ikah. sorry girls, i gotta go back home. dhn tk dpt gi main fire. sorry ): after that bought food fer my parents. dear sent me home. yup, thats all.
i really had fun today especially when, me, mira , ikah and ganesh got crazy. (: thanks tianci fer letting me bully you. thanks ikah and mira fer ur companion. appreciate it damn lots ppl.

b, i'm speechless. i dunno what to say to you. thats it.

absence makes the hearts grow fonder.

2010-09-17T16:42:00.005+08:00

its been sucha long time since i updated my precious blog. so this post will start from the first day of hari raya onwards. (:

First Day of Hari Raya ; 10 September 2010

First day of raya was pretty awesome. hmmm... went out at 3+,4 .. went to a few houses.. at certain point of time of course i felt bored. like who dont? but no worries, Dear accompanied me in sms.. so we stayed out till late night. at 2 am dhn i reached home. changed, washed face and counted collection, went into my room and called Dear. talked fer awhile.. and hey, i was the first to text him happy birthday at 0000 ^^ but thought that i could sleep peacefully since its late and i gotta wake up early to meet dear the next morning but parents were arguing. EEE! texted dear and stuff.. i didnt gave a damn to my parents and went to sleep. they fought fer quite long. nahh, who cares.

Dear's Burfday / 2nd day of hari raya ; 11 September 2010

woke up at 945am. quickly rushed to the toilet. showered and got ready to meet Dear outside my house. parents were sleeping though. so went into my parents room to tell them that i'm leaving. met Dear and the first thing i did was to kiss him and wished him happy burfday. so wanted to eat breakfast at amk park McD. but crowded eh so we went to amk hub McD.. Dear ate big breakfast and i didnt eat. i only used wi-fi and looked at Dear eating. but i took abit of his breakfast. hehe(: walked around central and amkhub. dhn dear sent me home. but i pulled him to block 510 and did smth.*raise eyebrows* dhn went to my block and also did smth.*raise eyebrows*dhn parents invited him in. eat drink. dhn he went off. texted him and stuff. dhn at 6+ i got ready to go out lorx. went a few houses and reached home at 1 am..texted Dear like duhh..

3rd Day of Hari Raya ; 12 september 2010 , Alot of people came over. damn lots. Woooooo!

13 September 2010 , school-ed. had history and emaths prelim! after that had extra malay lit lesson. dear went home. and dhn fetched me home. we went over to my house to study.. but Dear, there's smth that happened! you know i know.

14 September 2010 , chemistry and malay lit prelim! went home afterthat.

15 September 2010 , SS and POA paper 1 prelim! went home and there was a fucking disaster!

16 September 2010 , POA paper 2 prelim! dear sent me home. dhn i rested and played game. dear came over at 5pm. dhn we went to school fer the 45th anniversary concert. after that, fought with Dear.

And i fought with Dear uptil now! i'm only gonna reply him at 8pm tonight!

B, i had enuf of all this fights. its not ur fault. its mine. yes i admit its my faults! but yesterday haix. i really dunno what went wrong with me. hey, with or without me, it wont make a big difference. deep down in me, i'm feeling very hurt. hurt by my own actions! dear, i love you damn lots. and what i fear the most is that ni bu yao wo le. but its okkaye. i must learn to be positive. maybe, i could even live happily without you. i hope so. but i'll still remember my promises to you.! dear, now its 536pm, and i know the 45th anniversary starting soon. i wish you all the best and dear, I Love You.

Dear, thank you soooo much for everything:)

2010-09-11T01:36:00.000+08:00

Dardar! Hehe^^!! I'm updating our lovely blog again:)!! Hehe^^!! Talking about lovely...I pass you something later okkaye dear:)!! Hehe^^!! I cannot wait to see you leh dear:)!! HAHAHA:)!! Dear! Fasting month over le! Now you can eat anytime you wan already:)!! Hehe^^!! But rmb! Don eat too much hor! Hehe^^!! Yesterday, dardar said that she is going to sleep at around three plus! But in the end, dear cannot tahan already! So she slept at one plus! Hehe^^!! I accompanied dear throughout that night:)!! On the phone! HAHAHA:)!! And two days ago, dear and I changed our blog link and skin! Hehe^^!! Very nice leh bby! HAHA:)!! All the hard work is on you dear! Hehe^^!! Thank you very much darling:)!! And deardear also cut bangs! Hehe^^!! At first I thought the photo that dear posted was the recent her, but it turn out to be last time de! HAHA:)!! Paiseh dear:P!! And I am very sure dear will look very good! Hehe^^!! Thank you soo much for everything sayang:)!! My beloved girlfiie is the greatest! Hehe^^!! YEAH! Today is my birthday! HAHAHA:)!! And guess wat? Dear was the first person to wish me leh:)!! Hehe^^!! I'm sooooo happy:)!! HAHA:)!! Somemore its exactly on time leh:)!! Hehe^^!! Thank you dardar:)!! I love you^^!! Hehe^^!! Today dear also visited her relatives! Alot of houses she went to leh! Hehe^^!! And I can remember them:)!! Hehe^^!! I also accompanied dear all the way! Through phone! Hehe^^!! And dardar! Its okkaye de:)!! Don apologise dear:)!! I know why I cannot go! Hehe^^!! Its really okkaye dear:)!! As long as I can talk to you I'm happy enough already dear:)!! Hehe^^!! Me and dear is also going out later:)!! Very excited:)!! Hehe^^!! Ouh! And I wan to see dear in bangs:)!! Hehe^^!! Dear sure look very nice de:)!! Hehe^^!! Alright dear, I cannot wait to see you later:)!! Hehe^^!! Very excited leh!! HAHA:)!! Dear, really thank you for everything sayang:)!! Hey bby! Hehe^^!! Good nite and very sweet dreams:)!! I love you alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot:)!! Hehe^^!! MUUUAAACCCKKKSSSSS^^!!

a proper post.

2010-09-09T11:10:00.003+08:00

alrighty aites. i shall do a proper post now. dad has been out of job. it was really difficult fer him to get a job. i wonder how my family is going to get by. this few days been fighting with Dear. seriously, why must thing turns out this way? but lucky, everything is over. thanks a lot Dear, fer everything and uptil now, ue tolerated me. AWESOME!

so, we changed everything cuz obstacleswithin was my blog. and i dont like my memories. well some only la. so, i changed link and i deleted my past. (: i'm supposed to start afresh with Dear. cuz we promise each other smth. Dear, i'm really sorry fer all the troubles that i've caused. heeee^^ i love you dear!

i really gotta start studying fer my prelims! i'm done with sci prac, english and malay. ouh god. i shld stop procrastinating and really study hard. i wan pass my o level please.! Dear, ue shld start studying hard too!

today is the eve of hari raya which means tmr is hari raya. Dear asked me if he can follow my family fer raya tmr. i'm sorry you cant. dui bu qi. i duwan tongues to be wagging around. so i guess tmr my family will be out fer raya late again. cuz not many house to go ma. hehe^^ so i changed my fringe hairstyle to BANGS. i put on nail polish le. so i guess nth much left to do fer raya except fer vacuuming the whole house. sianx sianx sianx.

Dear's burfday is this saturday. Dear, i'm really sorry. i got presents in mind. but i cant fulfil it yet. i now pokai liao. bo lui. sorry la dear. dont worry, ue will still get ur present but at a later time. ):

so, i guess, Dear still sleeping now. nahh, its okkaye. i wan off lappy not toppy. hehe^^ will update real soon. (:

Selamat Hari Raya to all my muslim fewns. maaf zahir dan batin. jika terkasar bahasa atau gurauan yg keterlaluan, mohon ampun dan maaf. (:

starting all over again:)

2010-09-09T03:04:00.002+08:00

Dardar! Hey bby! Long time never update already leh:P!! Very long time! Hehe^^!! Ya lo! Dear! Its soo late already:P!! My mind is really in a blank now! HAHA:)!! But I still wan to update dardar:)!! HAHAHA:)!! Just now dear on the phone...hehe^^!! SBU! HAHAHA:)!! And dear, most important thing I got to say before I go to sleep...is that I love you very much and I will not leave you no matter wat happens dear:)!! Hey bby! Good nite and sweet dreams! Leong Wei Jie loves you Dian Azrinda:)!! A lot! Hehe^^!! MUUUUUAAAAACCCCCKKKKKSSSSSSSSSS^^!!!!!

starting afresh (:

2010-09-09T02:44:00.004+08:00

heyyo! i am so freaking tired! well, me and dear changed link, changed skin and stuff. hehe^^
okkaye. i really dunno what to post. its really late. gotta sleep. now talking to my precious dear! yes bby, YOU! Last but not least, LEONG WEI JIE, DIAN AZRINDA LOVE YOU VERY VERY VERY MUCH AITES! MUAACKKZ!

prelim.

2010-09-02T22:43:00.003+08:00

long time didnt update. been real damn busy. furthermore, parents been playing my lappy like everyday. so hell yeah no time to post. this picture, i looked fat. nahh, who cares?
i really dunno what to update. life kinda sucks especially when there are alot of hmwks that need to be done! FML.
today english prelim was rather okkaye. dear sent me home aft that. FML. unexpected things happened between us. we made a big mistake. ): no one was at home. i forgot my house key. called mumi. parents at woodlands my aunt's house. dear sent me to my aunts house. took mrt and bus. dear got the chance to meet my grandma and aunt. ^^
talking abt dear.. haix. he's nice la. just that i'm abit too damn la. but thank god me and dear still remain loving. TOMORROW 4th MONTHSARY!
tmr also my MTL prelim. goodluck to dear and me. (:
after prelim, going BPGHS fer some malay lit stuff. after that, breaking fast wib dear. and yeah. i dunno. my life seems to be complicated nowadays. whats wrong with me nia? haix.
so, hari raya is coming. no special feelings yet. dear's burfday also coming. okkaye la. i wan go off alrd. nights.

specially fer Her!

2010-08-21T19:05:00.004+08:00

hello! i'm here to blog specially fer my sister. its her burfday today! 14 years old alrd leh! hahah! wooots! must stay cheerful and chiobu as always aites.! may all ur wishes come true. ^^ must listen to Mummy hor. Study hard aites. hmm.. ur present uhh.. must wait leh. cuz now i no money. but i know what to buy fer you. (: i know my wish abit too late. and and and, i took ur photo from ur FB, paiseyh uhh. okkaye okkaye, anything text me. as you know i'm always free to text. hehe^.^ okkaye enjoy.! I LOVE YOU AND HAPPY BURFDAY KYLIE YUN KAI LI.

faster come back!

2010-08-20T20:56:00.002+08:00

i'm bored. MTL result was B3. i got no grade fer oral component. ):
nehmine. i'm retaking. (:
tmr Kylie's Burfday! on sunday "Father-In-Law's" burfday!
aiyah. i dunno what to blog. so sianx,
I MISS MY BOYFIIE , LEONG WEI JIE BLOODY FREAKING MUCH!

Long Time.

2010-08-17T17:50:00.003+08:00

hello people! its been sucha long time since i updated my PRECIOUS blog.!
DIAN AZRINDA and LEONG WEI JIE = BECOMING MORE MORE MORE LOVING!!

me and Karesia = fewns.

been fasting. everyday i felt so lethargic. but thanks to dear, i'm always happy! he's been fasting too wib me! but fer half day only except fer yesterday, he fasted fer 1 day!!

yesterday was my English Oral O level. it went out well.! yipee!

today, i got back my chemistry common test! i pass leh!! 12/20. but dardar!! must buck up okkaye!

tmr will be the released fer my MTL O LEVEL! hope i dont get a T-grade.

okkaye i really dunno what to update! been really busy wib work nowadays.

i just wan to do well in my prelims and of course O level!

bye people.

Hurray for my girlfiie!!

2010-08-08T18:48:00.002+08:00

Finally...dear and her manage to get back together:)!! I am soooo happy for them:)!! Hehe^^!! It was actually all a big misunderstanding:P!! So no more fights between you guys already okkaye:)?? Hehe^^!! Long time I never update our blog le dear!! Nehmine! I am here to save it!! Hehe^^!! Actually there are some things that I haven pass it to you de leh dear:P...did you realise that?? Sorry sorry hor dardar!! Maybe I wii pack them nicely and give them to you all at once:)?? Wa...tell you uhh, the 'war' between you two was like, I don know how to say also:P!! But in the end, its solved:)!! I hoped I help you abit sayang:)!! Dear, I have to off lappy already!! I have been using for very long already!! Don mind this short post okkaye dear? I love you dardar!! MUUUUUUUUUUAAAAAAAAACCCCCCCCKKKKKKKKKSSSSSSSSSS^^!!

feeling awesome.

2010-08-01T23:33:00.002+08:00

life's been great. i really dunno what to upload.
when i was hospitalised, ppl came to visit me. syiok nia. okkaye whatever. boyfiie, thanks alot yeah. ue were the ultimate greatest! love you!
300710 - my burfday!! enter sch only got present. hehe frm Mr Ku. awww! dhn after sch dardar gave me a surprise.! OMG! i think ms kong know abt me and wj le. aft VA went central bought mumi a present. dhn headed home wib dear. ate dinner tgt wib parents. hahah! dear super cute. wanted to invite siti along but she cant make it. ):
310710 - went out wib parents. i mean wib dear too! dear was looking smart on that day! i love his image.!!! hahahaha!

okkaye done. bye. i need to do my hmwk. (:

Happy Birthday Dian Azrinda^^!!

2010-07-30T00:05:00.005+08:00

Happy Birthday dardar:)!! 16 years old already leh dear:)!! Must not be childish anymore okkaye darling:)?? Hehe^^...texted too early to you in phone dear, know why? Cuz I just wan to be the first to message you...haix, but nvm dear, I still love you^^...happy birthday sayang:)!!

in humanities VA.

2010-07-28T15:29:00.002+08:00

hey bby. I know this might seem stupid to actually apologise to ue thru blog instead of apologising face to face. But i dunno why i felt so moody aft sch just now. Its like i'm angry that ue didnt tell me abt last thursday VA the incident.. But i get over it le. And when i actually think that ue got parade today.. I felt worse. I dunno why i'm moody also. I'm like soo stupid la to be angry. Haix. But i seriously dont wanna meet ue aft VA. I just wan go off on my own and that i dont have to say bye. I know i may sound childish but i dont wanna care. So yeah, i'm sorry.

She is coming back^^!!

2010-07-28T00:48:00.003+08:00

Yesterday was just a normal day at school...dear did not come to school:(!! I passed her the homework after VA lesson! Dear, if you not sure of anything, you can ask either yr frens, teachers or me alright:)?? Must clear all yr "one week" doubts all at one go:)!! Dear is coming back to school later:)!! YEAH YEAH YEAH!! Hehe^^!! Sooooo happy:)!!! Never see her in school uniform for a very long time already:P!! HAHAHA:)!! Siao! But I really very happy la!! Only can use happy, ang moh not very the powderful! I very the elated, I very the joyful, I very the...I don know! Hehe^^!! And know wat? I went to dear's house and eat:)!! I came in to her house, sat down, gave her homework(taught her physics:)), the skali dear's mumi and ayar said, ''Come la, join us go eat"...hehe^^!! The food is dear blanja de:)!! All she buy de:)!! Thank you very much dear and dear's mumi and ayar:)!! Hehe^^!! Dear, ps hor:P...today's post quite short leh:P!!

Dear is discharging today at 5:)!!

2010-07-24T13:42:00.000+08:00

Hehe^^!! Guess wat? I am in KK hospital now accompanying dear:)!! Later her cousin coming sia!! Must get mentally prepared!! Meeting new relative:)...hehe^^!! Dear posted something on fb that says, 'rotting'...wat you mean by that sia dardar? Haix...hehe^^!! Now she lying on the bed, holding up her phone and I also don know wat she is doing:P!! Ouh! And damn my computer la! Brought it there but got no wireless connection-_-'''!! I don know why nowadays wat I do also cannot work out de..from tests to even my com..aiya, wat is happening to me sia!! Come on la LWJ, wake up leh!! Yr girlfiie is just right beside you and there you go keeping quiet!? Wats wrong man!!? Haix..!! Good good, at least I am scolding myself...siao! Ouh! I also bought breakfast for dear:)!! But she had it already and when I went in, it was time for her lunch:P!! Treat the breakfast as a snack ba!! Hehe^^!! Talk weijie talk!! Please? Okkaye okkaye!! Uhh...siao siao, really siao!! Hey afyk, not bad uhh? ''Wa..yr blog post very long sia!'' Haha!! Thats wat he said:P!! Cannot blame la, I am like that de:)!! But lucky I found a way to connect to the wireless sia!! Phew! Hehe^^!! At least me and dear got one more extra thing to do:)!! Hehe^^!! The nurses in the hospital uhh...very the, nvm!! HAHAHA:)!! Now dear watching youtube:)!! Hehe^^!! On phone somemore:)!! Wa...later the cute cute cousin coming down sia!! Okkaye lo dear, like that lo..hmph! Hehe^^!! Ouh! And dear can be discharged today:)!! HAHAHA:)!! Soooooooooo happy:)!! YEEEEEAAAAAHHHHH:)!! Wan to feed her also cannot..hmph! Hehe^^!! Okkaye PEEPS^^!! Awaiting dear's return:)!! HAHAHAHAHA:)!!!

Sayang is getting and looking better^^!!

2010-07-24T01:05:00.004+08:00

So today was just a normal day in school, same old VA, only do the oral practice! But after VA, we went to visit dear:)!! Then went in dear's ward...deng deng deng deng!! Hehe^^...saw you shen and afkq at dear's ward:), nice to meet them:)...hey, I thought someone say, "luckily he was not here when IT happened sia!" Hey sayang, wat thing happened uhh?? HAHA:)!! I got something to say, but at the same time also got nothing to say!! HAHA:)!! Siao! Both of them were very funny indeed:)...I thought you shen was in secondary school sia:P, no wonder he is 18 or 19 already...hey you shen, watch where yr eyes are focusing...be careful:), HAHA:)!!

There were alot of frens who visited dear yesterday:), got the 'unexpected' Amrin, Sufianto, Albert, Klarice, CX, TC, Jia Hong, Chancery, Silvia, Hsiao Chin, Atikah, and the usual two:)!! Thank you very much guys:)!! Stayed with dear until 9 plus, together with CX, TC and Jia Hong:)!! Dear laughed super alot on this day:)!! HAHAHA:)!! Glad to see dear back to normal:)!! Miss spending the school days with you sayang:)!! Actually I wanted to stay overnight de, but Ma don let me stay...haix, I think if I really keep asking Ma and 'force' Ma to let me stay, will she let me? I also have no idea:P!! And I hope I can owe you many many more, much much much more dear:), you know wat I mean dear:)...you know and I also know dear:)!! SBU:)!!

I reached home at about 10 plus and message dear:)!! Dear replied mw but until the last message which was sent to dear at 2350, she don have! Hmph!! Hehe^^!! Joking only dardar:)!! I guess you are busy with something or already asleep ba darling:)!!

And one more thing dear, I also don know wat had gotten into me dear...today I was extremely quiet! I just sit and stand there listening to you guys talk:P, but of course I also got abit la:)!! Yesterday I didn't buy dear anything, but today I might buy:)!! How about purple roses? Or is there even such flowers?? Hehe^^!!

Hey dardar, its 0135 already when I typed until here:)...hehe^^!! Ouh one more thing:), I wan to know the answer you have given while attempting the quiz, "Serial Lover", question 3:)!! I wan to know I wan to know hor dear:)!! HAHAHA:)!! Dardar dardar:), boyfiie is going to sleep already:), I spend a very good time being with dear and friends today:)!! Dear, boyfiie here loves you:)!! MUUUUUUUUUUAAAAAAAAACCCCCCCCCCKKKKKKKKKKSSSSSSSSSS^^!!!!!!!!!!

Ouh! And one more thing dear:), I think I saw something on yr phone! But this is just my guess okkaye:)?? Don tell you wat is it!! Hehe^^!! Okkaye sayang, SWEET DREAMS:)!!!

Stay strong dardar:)

2010-07-20T22:39:00.003+08:00

Hey dear, I am writing on our blog again:)..from today, everyday also got post de:)!! Hey sayang, bad news leh, to tell you the truth, the two blog post I written on a paper, it went missing:(...I am still finding for it dear...I really wan you to read it dear!! On 16 July 2010, dear was very sick:(..was very scared and worried about her, as in really scared...very dumb of me sia, I kept on texting dear even though she is sick and need a rest:P...just too bodoh already!! Bought pau and mineral water for dear during recess:)..coincidentally dear liked the pau too!! "How you know I like to eat this uhh:)??" Hehe^^!! Who am I to you darling:)?? HAHAHA:)!! Push, as in really push:P, dear up to her class^^!! Shout shout shout! Very loud you know!! Hmph! HAHAHA:)!! Just joking dear:P!! But after humanities class, very sorry dear...I guess you should know why, the journey to yr malay class that time dear..I was not beside you at that time:(..haix, one more thing is, halfway during VA, dear was soo sick that she needed to go home:(...wanted to send dear off but mrs yio didn't allow!! Aiyo mrs yio...she said its VA so cannot go off...I was like, haiyo..can can? But she still insisted me to stay!! And know wat? Dear said something to me before she went off:)!! SBU darling:)!! Hehe^^!! Was waiting and waiting and waiting for dear's message!! FINALLY! Dear's message came:)!! HAHAHA:)!! Sooooo happy!! Dear reached home safely:)!! I was very irritating at night rite dear? Aiya...irritating me! Called dear then suddenly a male voice came out!! Wa...scare me sia!! At first I thought I called the wrong number sia:P...but I don wan to put down cuz that voice is very similar!! Then I realised it was ayar!! HAHAHA:)!! He said that dear was sick and on the bed sleeping...but I still keep on texting her:P...aiyo, wat happened to me sia?? Very sorry darling for that night:(!! And on that same day, I went to gym..I really out of my mind sia..dear needs me and I went to gym...haix, me uhh me, wat has gotten into you? It seemed like after you shave yr head you become more blur blur sia...but nvm!! Also not permanent de!! Wait for it to grow dear:)!! Then yr old boyfiie's look will be back:)!!

On 20 July 2010, dear was admitted into KK hospital at 2pm:(...I was very down when I heard it darling:(...fadilah cried when she heard it, and it was my turn in the bus, I was too worried for you and then 'it' happened dear...ah neh comforted me, I kept wondering how were you all the way from the time you said you were going to be admitted into the hospital dear...even during listening compre darling...just to say, I was really very scared dear:(...after the listening compre, 30mins listening to classical music(arghh!), we went to visit dardar:)...I actually cried in the bus dear:P..the reason was that I heard you were in the CRITICAL ward, then I started to think wrongly, I should not have thought that way!! And before visiting you dear, mdm aisha bought a gift for you:)!! Fadilah helped mdm aisha you buy the gift for you dear:)!! Dear, sorry hor..cannot buy a present for you at that time, because I did not have enough money..sorry dear!! On the next visit you will be receving something from yr boyfiie to his most beloved girlfiie dear:)!! HAHAHA^^!! Don tell you wat is it!! Hmph! Hehe^^!! Dear, after all I've said, I really hope that you will get well soon dear:), and have fun with boyfiie and the rest of yr friends:)!! I really miss my girlfiie!! Hehe^^!! Got one part I was waiting for the shuttle bus, then I suddenly remember that I should give you the homework for today dear:P!! I ran al the way back and I saw ayar:)!! Actually I wanted to see you also dear:)!! Hehe^^!!

Dear, I hope these few days I have taken good care of you darling:), which I think I still need to take care of you more!! Dear, can I say one thing that I always wanted to say? I wish that I can be together with you for a very long time darling:)..can we make this come true dear? I can and I am sure you can too dear:)!! Can we can we can we?? Hehe^^!! Time cannot tell how long will we be together dear, wat matters most is wat we do and how we think darling:)...hey bbygirl, its getting late already, and boyfiie really hope that you will be fine soon:), stay strong dardar:), walk around if you can dear, exercise yourself:), take yr medication and drink lots of water dear:), have yr regular meals too:)!! And I hope mumi is doing fine too:)!! Mumi!! Must get well soon okkaye:)?? And Dian, you too:)!! I love you dardar^^!! MUUUUUUUUUUAAAAAAAAAACCCCCCCCCCKKKKKKKKKKSSSSSSSSSS^^!!!!!!!!!!

sick

2010-07-20T19:21:00.002+08:00

in hospital.. super sianx. hope everything's gonna be alright.. i hope no dengue infection.. now using iky's laptop.. right here right now got fady, siti, ganesh, iky , fadz, and dardar. (:

so i guess nth to update.. and i think more ppl will come..

bye.

hope it will be the last one.

2010-07-11T14:30:00.002+08:00

hey yaww! so dardar only msg me when it was 3pm. was pissed so didnt rply him. fadilah mged me and dhn i complained and stuff. dhn i gave in and rplied dardar. at night, he called me, arnd 10+. settled everything once and for all! was kind of disappointed but not gonna talk or think about it anymore. ytdd was really a AWESOME not argument. both of us cried on the fone. i really cannot control myself. haix, dear.. dhn when talking halfway, at arnd 12 midnight, i dozed off fer 45 mins,! haha! dardar was talking to himself on the fone. i'm so sorry! dhn he so clever, he called my fone again, dhn we talk again. till 2+am.. woah, ytd was really a very...haix. luckilly everything settle liao. B, tmr ue watch out. ^^

just now went market and dhn buy food. dhn now gonna off my laptop and start doing my homework. and i'm still waiting fer dardar's msg. he haven wake up la. LOL.

buhbye! (:

FUCK EVERYTHING!

2010-07-10T14:38:00.004+08:00

ytd, cried cuz of Leong Wei Jie. dhn talked to him on the fone. blahblah.

today, dardar fetched me and we met Ganesh at Park McD at 715am. talked and eat. reached sch. dardar joined the CIP. had fun there. (:

in bus took photos.

ganesh and dardar sent me home. i dunno what is the fucking wrong wib me. suddenly become moody. i didnt even look at LWJ. but i stopped at 2nd floor hoping that he would climb up the stairs. just to find me. i waited. he still nvr come up. i give up. i went home straight. entered the house at 1+.. but till now, he haven msg me. and know what,

THANKS ALOT! FUCKING THANKS ALOT! GO AHEAD AND ENJOY YOURSELF! I'M NOT GIVING A DAMN! TRUST ME, TODAY, EVEN IF YOU CALL OR MSG ME, I WONT FUCKING ANSWER OR REPLY! MARK MY WORDS! CALL ME WHATEVER YOU WANT! I CANT BE BOTHERED! I KNOW ITS MY FAULT BUT I WONT WANNA GIVE IN! I'M TIRED! AND I FEEL LIKE GIVING UP! SERIOUSLY. but i wont do that! SO, GO AND ENJOY YOURSELF. LAUGH ALL YOU WANT! AND THE MOST IMPORTANT THING, DONT EVEN THINK OF ME! BYE.

ltr going out.

i shall not be affected.

2010-07-09T18:16:00.002+08:00

yaww!
waiting fer boyfiie's return. (: he went to the gym!! hahah! kind of funny leh. but its okkaye. i still love him!
VA ended early. did editing of video.
super cheesed off cuz of someone. but nehmine. its all in the past. cant be bothered also, cuz it will only affect me and my boyfiie.
dardar, sorry hor.
i'm really damn bored now. nth better to do. just downloading songs. and i still haven shower. ^^
ltr going bedok i guess. sianx.
now runny nose recover alrd, i'm having cough. haix. >:
so i guess nth more to type ba. bye.

full! burp

2010-07-05T20:33:00.003+08:00

hey ppl! yesterday, kak ina came. dhn we went to the wedding thing together. went there and eat. sit down there fer awhile dhn we sent kak ina to her workplace. when salam-ing my relatives which i barely know, got this one lady, considered a grandma, kissed my mum and dhn asked me if i'm mumi's daughter. when i said yeah she said that she wanna kiss me. awwww! she kissed my cheeks. i just laughed and smiled. (:
after sending my sis to her workplace, we went home just to change..hmm to be more specific, only mumi changed. after changing went woodlands to visit my grandaunt who is sick. dhn another family, my granduncle the whole family come.. woah! like hari raya siol. headache. at night went home.
reached home only managed to change my shirt. dardar came over at 9+pm.. he must be crazy! met him under the block. we exchanged present. lol! thanks dardar! and hey, it was the first time at night leh..hehe you know i know. ^^ asked him to go home.
after that arnd 10+ ate durian wib mumi and ayah. watched tv. dhn at 1130, dardar called me and we talked till midnight. had abit of hmm.. i dunno whether to called it misunderstanding or not. but, this morning okkaye liao. (:
so today did hmwk. but i'm still left wib some of it. hahahha!
hmm, i guess nth more to update.

hey dardar!! tmr ur mtl oral o level right?? good luck yeah!! i'll wait fer ue till ue end ur oral tmr(: see you tmr dardar!! under my block(: and ue will see that i'll carry alot of purple stuff. ^^

dardar! happy 2 months!

2010-07-04T01:38:00.003+08:00

heyyo, so ytd which is 030710 was Dian Azrinda and Leong Wei Jie 2nd monthsary!! love you dardar!
supposed to go out wib him, but skali daddy dont allow. ):
so we both rotted at home. bored nia. nth to do at home. but i still got dardar to text me. ^^
actually i got nth to post. hahahha!
just that just now i went pasar malam. bought food only. yes yes grow fatter! hahah!
uptil now, my stomach still having cramp! 3 or 4 days liao leh!! pain sia! haix
okkaye la ppl, i wan go off alrd. i'm so tired.

dardar!! 030710 liao leh! hahah! we 2 months alrd! i'm happy y'know.!! ur present is still wib me.. and seriously i think its not nice. hahah! but whatever it is, i love you dear! muaackkz! okkaye okkaye, i know i promised you that i'll be sleeping early today. after this post okkaye.? hahaha! okkaye la, ltr you going Fort Canning Park right..? must take gooood care of yourself aites. i'll be waiting fer ur msgs. and i'll msg you when i really miss you aites. bye.!

Happy Second Monthsary Dear:)!!

2010-07-03T01:33:00.002+08:00

Hey dear:)!! Happy second monthsary darling:)!!! I love you!! Yesterday after school, I sent dear back home:)...and she talked about something that always made her feel 'that' way:P!! Don feel that way dear, and you know why:)...I've talked to you about it before sayang:)!! After dear went up, I also don know why I danced under her blocked:P!! Actually not dance, just some jumping around here and there:)!! HAHAHA:)!! Hope mumi didn't see!! And dear also sent me a message about our lasting...Hey dear!! I am sure that we can last long de:)!! Please let it come true dar!! Let us make it happen:)!! Ouh! And after watching movie(eclipse:)) with Iky and Fadzhana, I met dear and mumi at AMK hub!! HAHAHA:)!! Then I also met dear's nephew and auntie:)!! Her auntie 'scared' of me sia!! HAHAHA:)!! We shook hands then she suddenly pull back!! I went home to 'withdraw' money and came back to AMK hub to buy dear's present:)!! Bleuk!! Don tell you wat it is till 030710 ba dear:)!! HAHAHA:)!! Today is my second month with my dear:)...wish me luck:)!! I am soooo waiting to spend time with her:)!!

waiting.

2010-07-01T22:20:00.002+08:00

today was MTL ORAL O LEVEL. kind of scared la. cuz Amrin came out so late.. which made me felt more nervous. but overall it was awesome fer me. though i did stuttered abit. dardar sent me back home after that. ouh and also chao xin.

fun time wib fewns and also dardar in sch.

before i left fer my lunch today, i was dismissed early fer lunch cuz of oral, dardar gave me a kiss at my cheek IN CLASS.! hope Mrs John didnt see that. unexpected. cuz i was just playing around and he took it seriously. thanks niwaes.

lessons so far so good except fer Humanities. always yawning. -_-"

today had to act out abt some couple thingy with LEONG WEI JIE! freaking funny la. i cannot stop laughing! and i dont dare to act out wib him. no idea why..

so basically, thats abt it. nights ppl.!

BBY, 2 MORE DAYS LEFT TO 030710 , and 29 DAYS LEFT TO 300710 !

YAY! happy to be back in sch! ^^

2010-06-29T21:41:00.003+08:00

wokey! i'm back! (:
on sunday, mumi woke me up. we went amk central. parents bought me a new sch shoe. thanks parents<3 ! after that, walked arnd there fer awhile. dhn we headed to TPY , toyogo. dhn after that went sch the behind to buy food. reached house only, auntie called. say cousin got open house. i was like WTF? last minute dhn say.!!so called another auntie. told her to get ready cuz at arnd 330 we fetching her. dhn went there. did nth. sianx. went home. ironed my uniform. did abit of hmwk. watched tv, dhn played laptop. at 1130 wanted to go sleep. but i lied down on my bed, and keep turning here and there. cannot fall to sleep till 12+..
dhn woke up at 3+.. dhn slp and woke up at 5. and got 15mins interval. LOL. at 6, raihan called me. 615 i went to shower. 650 met dardar and raihan under my block.. dhn off to school!!! YAY! happy to be back in sch. (: so get new timetable all. hey, i lost 1.5kg sia!! ): i want grow fatter!!! hahah! and i've grown 2cm TALLER! yes, which means i'm 157cm now!! (: must grow taller.! so did sit and reach! yeah bby, 42cm.! i kept on singing today! ^^ so after sch, dardar sent me home. and suddenly arnd 5+ got small understanding. ):
today, woke up. showered. met dardar. schooled. i crap alot. laughed alot. today very sleepy sia. dhn aft sch mrs yap wanna see me regarding my emaths mye result. talked. ganesh and dardar waiting outside class. mrs yap saw us and she asked me "so who ue dating uhh? dating weijie or ganesh?" ganesh pointed to weijie. i laughed cuz i'm speechless. mrs yap keep asking "really uhh? really uhh? WeiJie, Dian is ur girlfewn uhh?" dhn my dardar damn cute said "aiyoh teacher very ps leh!" -_-" dhn blahblah. dardar sent me home after that. (:
niwaes, my amaths class the clique sibei funny la.! gosh.
maybe tmr meeting kak sarina at DG.

dardar! i'm waiting fer saturday!!!!!

its another mistake of mine.

2010-06-25T23:00:00.003+08:00

heyyo.
my trip to Dhoby Ghaut was cancelled due to some circumstances. so, just watched tv , eat and played wib mumi. cute nia. ouh and of course msg dardar la. dhn just now at 7+pm went bedok, to send the quotation. aiyah, lazy elaborate whats that thing.
dhn now, dardar wan go slp. so GOODNIGHT. he tmr need go temple and pray, dhn aft that he going out wib his aunt , go hotel.
i realised smth, this week is like..less communication wib him.. aiyah, but who cares. i lazy think this kind of thing alrd. it will only affect both of us. so shut up dian.
and, i've been wondering why everynight our communication seems to be very what like that. why isit that we both have to be like sad/affected..? ue know when ue sent me the goodnight msg, i felt very..i dunno how say.
and fer god sake, i cant understand why my this relationship always makes me feel like dropping a tear or even crying.. haix.
ouh niwaes, i actually scolded dear "fuck you. he touch you happy uhh?" i sounded so crude. thats my bad, sorry.
okkaye know what, i'm tired. seriously tired. emotionally and physically tired. but i still love my boyfiie.
so yeah, i'm sorry people. gotta go.

lwj , i dunno how you can tolerate me. i'm such an irritating, annoying, childish, always jealous, always scolding you, always have problems..and of course a very crude girlfiie. you want our communication to be better... fine, i can but can you? and, you told me that you gonna wait fer me.. seriously, dont talk abt that. some things are just beyond our control. and trust me, its still early to say that you gonna wait, you gonna love till death, be there fer me always.. trust me, its still early. people can have a change of feelings.. but i really hope you wont. okkaye la, i lazy talk alot here.. i love you.
so buhbye.

lazy

2010-06-24T21:56:00.002+08:00

我的名字是笛安 . 我爱你,梁卫杰 !

hahah! okkaye. dear said that my name in chinese mean gentle, graceful and peaceful. LOL
okkaye, so ytd night dear did msg me.. thanks goodness the hall can be used. dhn sms him lorx.. blahblahblah.. today he came bck. didnt msg him cuz he said he wanted to take a nap. dhn blahblah, he woke up at 5+.. dhn msg him till now lorx. he went to eat dinner with his family just now. aiyah i dunno la. dhn since he wants to restrict in some things, let him be lorx. lesser kisses and lesser msgs. okkaye. good good good.

tmr, meeting my cousin to go Dhoby Ghaut, the Starhub. fuck la. confem she will sound me de. heck la.

hey fewns, sorry hor. cannot go band chalet. too many things in my head. and parents dont allow me to go out le.
maybe my 2nd monthsary also i cannot go out. haix.

boyfiie , i lazy talk to you le.

bye ppl.

dear, i really need you now ):

2010-06-23T21:10:00.003+08:00

dear.. ue forgot this photo.

b, i really need you now. at this point of time. i seriously need you now. haix.. nehmine. i understand ur difficulty in sch now and since gopal cut the electricity.

okkaye know what people.. my hp bill fer this month is $261.15! like wtf? supposed to be $148, but daddy have an outstanding balance of $70.. but still no point de.. my bill will still be more than $100.! woah fuck la! called starhub to clarify, dhn she said its my outgoing call that made my bill burst like some fucker. my outgoing calls was 1080mins!! i'm like siallah how come alot sia..i know i rarely talked to ganesh alrd. dhn skali turned out to be this way. my msg was 5000+.. haix. god damn it!

mumi and ayah keep nagging esp mumi. whenever it comes to family, i dunno why my tears very fast can roll down. and dhn wib my family financial state, how are they gonna pay??? mumi talked like what la.. she even said this "go borrow $50 from Long Jie la. dhn we can pay half of the bill..since ue always talk to him..why? duwan? embarrassed? ouh, ue all hold hands dont feel shame at all? wan borrow money feel shameful?" woah, damn dulan sia. MUMI CAN YOU PLEASE STOP SAYING ABT WEI JIE! ITS FUCKING IRRITATING.! how i wish i can say that to her.!

errr, i dont think i can even say that to him la.! we are just boyfiie girlfiie.. not more. not even 2mnths yet..ue expect me ask him fer money meh? siao. haix. and its $50 leh not $5! haix.. shld i ask or not??

i've been thinking since just now.. who have i been calling? usually is dear call me de. and i rarely talk to ganesh le. haiyak!!! i confused and blur alrd la!!!

dear..see.. i told you alrd, i'm the source of trouble.. haix. even my mum said that.

haix, know what, even when i'm posting this, my tears are rolling. )':

okkaye la, dear, i'll be waiting fer ur msg..i will.

Siti, aku tknk text kau psl ni masalah cuz nari kan ur burfday.. duwan trouble you. furthermore, ur not feeling well. sorry eh babe, tk share masalah dgn kau..niwaes, HAPPY BURFDAY!

Dear:)...we can do it:)!!

2010-06-23T02:00:00.036+08:00

Hey dear:)!! Yr boyfiie here is updating our blog again:)!!! HAHAHA:)!! So yesterday:)...darling, me and ah neh went for a study date:)!! But we didn't complete much work! HAHAHA:)!! We all were very distracted, and halfway through the study, we all went to learn from each other how to write our names in different languages!! HAHAHA:)!! It was very funny!!! Dear and me were so like 'SWOOP!' on that day la!! HAHAHA:)!!! We took quite a number of pictures on that day^^!! Love it! But I love my girlfiie more:)!! And dear wanted the photos:)!! Btw, thank you very much dear for all the songs you sent me:)!!! The first photo is:)......This was the first photo we took at Bishan library^^!! The second photo is:)......Dear:), you really know how to pose:)!!! After studying at Bishan library, we went to buy some food to eat!! Ouh! And talking about food, I went to a chinese stall to buy food:(, then I don wan to eat cuz its not very nice to do that in front of dear! But its okkaye la:), I packet the food and gave Ma to eat:)!! I also cannot eat much cuz I only ordered two side dishes:P, I tell you uhh dear...I was quite full already after drinking the milk tea!! We all went under a void deck to study:)!! And we took more photos together! HAHAHA:)!!The third photo is:)......Hehe:)...dear and I really smiled happily when taking this photo:)!! The fourth photo is:)......Look at our heads!! Sooooo close dear:)!!! And the last but not least photo is:)......Wa dear:), you really look especially pretty in that photo:)!! Seriously! You do darling:)!! The fifth photo is:)...Dear:)!! The photo is nice:)...but it would be nicer if my hair was longer!! HAHAHA:)!! The sixth photo is:)...Dear!! When did you take that photo uhh? I didn't notice leh:P!! HAHAHA:)!! The photo look sooooo cute:)!!! After the study, dear and ah neh accompanied me to 101 station to buy new shoes:)!! Thank ue to both of you!! Like at last I can have my outuing shoes cuz I have been wearing school shoes all along:P!! Dear 'anyhow' help me choose a shoe:), and I liked it very much:)!!! Thank you very much dear:)!! And I tried to bargain with the salesperson but she never cut the price! I smiled at her and asked her nicely but in the end no discount:P!! Lol! And I told dear I am going to buy green and purple laces for my shoes!! I think both colour fits nicely^^!! HAHAHAHAHA:)!! At night, dear called me and we talked till 0130 in the morning leh:)!! HAHAHA:)!! Dear and me was like very lovey-dovey with each other on the phone sia!! HAHAHA:)!! Dear:), I promise you that we will last super long, believe me dear:), I am sure that we can last super duper long!! I wan to love you with all my heart, and I really wan to be with you always:)!! We can make this happen dear:)!!! Let us do it together:)!!!!! Okkaye, its late!! Need to go to our Paradise Island already:)!! HAHAHA:)!!!!! I LOVE YOU VERY MUCH DEAR :)!!!!! MUUUAAACCCKKKSSS^^!!

I can be extremely romantic! But only to my girlfiie! Dian Azrinda^^!!

2010-06-21T03:00:00.007+08:00

Okkaye! I'm back to posting in our blog dear:)!! Sorry about yesterday for not updating yr blog hor sayang:(!! And happy b'dae gong gong(thats how we call our grandpa dear:)!!) As I was reading yr previous posts on saturday dardar, I found out that you were sick:(!! I was very worried sia! Asked dear to drink lots of water and stop eating karipaps, chocolates and curry puffs!! Sorry darling, bought you too many heaty foods:(!! Must ask mumi and ayar not to eat too much also dear!! And I finally know wat a karipap looks like:)!! It looks delicious:)!!! Dear said she would buy it for me:)!! Thank you baobei^^!! About the ferrero rocher, darling said that she cannot resist the temptation of eating! Its like the chocolate is saying in her mind, "Come and eat me! I know you wan to!" HAHAHA:)!! I know you wan me~ You know I wan cha~ HAHAHA:)!! And I am sure that you can do very well in the upcoming assignments, tests, examinations and of course the 'O' Levels dear!! You can do it for sure! I know you can de sayang:)!! And I was very relieved when darling said that she made peace with Siti and Jill! Congratulations dear! FRIENDS FOREVER:)!! HAHAHA:)!! Yesterday, I messaged dear till 0252 in the morning sia! WOW! That was like super duper long la:)!! I think it should hit more than 300+ messages already ba dear:)!! Sayang told me to go to sleep and I promised her that I will go to sleep when I finshed posting:)!! I finished one of my physics worksheet on that day! HAHAHAHAHA:)!! WA...I tell you on that day hor:)...I was damn mushy and BHB to my girlfiie sia! HAHAHA:)!! SBU my darling! HAHAHA:)!! And you see that two stories that dear wrote below:)?? It was created by us! Sooooo touching sia! Dear:), that two stories would not have came up if its was not for you dardar:)!! You are my souce of inspiration! So I am here to give a big thank you to my dear, Dian Azrinda:)!! THANK YOU VERY MUCH DEAR^^!! And dear:), you missed out a word in our second story and it is 'dropped'...which is at the sentence, "...and a tear dropped from the girl's eyes onto the note..." Its okkaye la darling:), the story still runs smooth! And I will help you change it dardar:)!! Ouh! And dear, if you wan to come my house to study you must inform me hor:)!! Cuz I need to ask Ma and get prepared too:)!! And dear, you very cute sia! She said she wan to take photos with Ma!! HAHAHA:)!! But my Ma's facial expression will sure be damn funny de, cuz she rarely take photos de! HAHAHA:)!! I really had a great time talking to my girlfiie on that day:), thank you for accompanying yr boyfiie dear:)!! Love you^^!!! As long I am damn mushy and BHB on that day to dear la:P!! But I am sure dear dosen't mind:)!! Cuz no matter which I become, I still love her:)!! See? See? See wat I mean? HAHAHA:)!! I am going to melt you dear:)!! HAHAHAHAHA:)!!! Dear:), about the story on the chopsticks, I will tell you soon! Okkaye dear:)?? Okkaye! I am going to sleep already as I promised dear:)!! Good nite and I loooooooooove you Dian Azrinda:)!! MUUUUUAAAAACCCCCkKKKKSSSSS^^!!!!!!!!!

how romantic can my boyfiie be?

2010-06-21T01:03:00.005+08:00

so i was msging dardar(till now actually), dhn he asked me to tell him when i'm going to sleep. i told him i'm not sleeping yet cuz i'm still on my lappy. dhn he said we are the nights owls , love birds tweeting. LOL. and so i rplied, i'm the moon and ur the bird. and this is his rply..

" Imagine the quiet night, there is no sound, no disturbance, and you can only see the big and bright full moon:), and there is this bird keep twittering lovingly:), and flying to the moon just to hope it can have a closer look at it and always be beside the moon that never fails to disappear at night:)!! "

and so i told him that he can make a poem since he's so creative. and i asked him how abt if we are the beach and sand/water.. (niwaes he said he cant do a poem cuz it wont rhyme.) and his rply was;

" There is this couple(not us dear!), they went to a beach to celebrate their wedding anniversary..the girl wanted to go for a swim, and so she did...she knows that her boyfriend does not know how to swim, so she asked him to stay on the beach and enjoy the fresh air, suddenly..there is a sign of struggling in the girl, her boyfriend panicked...there were no lifeguards, not even a single soul on the beach, there was only one person, and that is only him..he loved his girlfriend more than anything else..so he decided to save his girlfriend,despite his difficulty in swimming...so he swam with all his might, and managed to drag his girlfriend close enough to the beach, but..instead..the boyfriend drowned on the way towards the beach, due to extreme body cramps..when his girlfriend turned around, she saw no one, only the big blue sea..and a small note on the sand...it says "My love, I am going to save you, if I am not back, do not think that I am gone, I just went to a better place...but i will not find any other person better than you, I am always beside you, your mind and your heart, I am not gone, cuz I am always by your side, looking over you all the time..I love you my girl:) " And indeed, the girl saw her boyfriend's image, waving to her, giving her a flying kiss..and a tear dropped from the girl's eyes onto the note, written by her boyfriend's fingers on the soft sand. "

awwww! he really created this by himself. and i asked him what made him came up wib that storyline.. and he said
"I think its because of the fear of losing you dear:(, and also the deep love I have for you darling:)!!! "

aiyoh, dont keep thinking that way leh dear..anyway dear, today i mean ytd(sunday), i dunno whats got into you, cuz ue were soo romantic and mushy.. (:
so i guess i'm done wib this post. hehe buhbuye!

sianx.

2010-06-20T23:07:00.005+08:00

hey, that chocolate was given to me from Dear on the day he came over to my house which is on 18/06/10. (: thanks dude! hahah! that is also my first monthsary present. woooo! niwaes dear, i ate the chocolate alrd. temptation siol. hahah! i shared wib ayah.. hope ue dont mind.! ^^ hey, i guess now wj very daring ba. instead of telling his mum that he's at his fewn's house which is my house, he said "i'm at amk, my girlfriend's house" okkaye whatever, haha!

okkaye dear, this is what we called KARIPAP. understand?? hahah!

so, fer this coming new week, next week.. my plans uhh... well i guess nth. just that i need to do my homeworks. for god sake, still got alot sia. no time to go out. ):

Band Chalet, Ex-JSPS BBQ and Flying Pao picnic fall on the same day. but sorry guys.. not attending any of them.

but, one of these days in the week, got study date wib dear.! strictly STUDY, no hanky panky. but hey, that day study also no hanky panky.. GOOD. since the last study date was at my house, is the next study date at ur house Leong Wei Jie?? ouh and if that so, i'll be meeting ur Ma dhn.. or prolly even ur Pa.?? orhouh. nehmine. but since its just studying, nth to be scared of. (:

i cant wait fer sch to reopen cuz i'm missing lotsa ppl! fewns and only MR KU. LOL. thats the only teacher i miss i guess. hahaha! not looking forward fer chem lesson. cuz i really suck in it.! ):

haix. so i guess when sch starts, i really really really gonna study hard!! yes i shld!! promised mumi and ayah alrd that i'm gonna study and do well. YES DIAN AZRINDA! YOU CAN DO IT! jiayou.!

i'm not gonna care.

2010-06-19T22:34:00.002+08:00

i'm gonna let nature takes its own course (:

okkaye okkaye, so basically ytd slept freaking late. 315am. mumi woke me up at 822 cuz she was looking fer the house key. found the house key in my pocket. LOL. dhn went back to sleep. woke up at 11+ going 12 cuz mumi woke me up lorx. saw dear's msg and rplied him and told him to msg me only when he reached home. so sat in the living room to make myself fully awake. told mumi abt ytd incident, the MSN. cuz i really dunno who to pour it to. instead of feeling better, i got a scolding frm her. like wtf? irritating sia. dhn i dont care, i went to shower. but after awhile, got better wib mum. daddy reached home and we ate lunch. watched tv wib family. dhn i went inside my room.. tried doing hmwk. no mood, seriously. dhn get ready, i wore a dress!! but since its toooooo short, i wore tights too. (: so we went to serangoon sheng siong. dhn went geylang buy karipap. managed to msg dardar! love it. but fer awhile, cuz he got family gathering. reached home and change, dhn ate 2 karipap. though i felt like vomitting before that. dhn after eating i lied down at the living room. i watched "Kicking and Screaming" wib daddy. heh, but at arnd 8 i fell asleep and told daddy to wake me up after 10mins. daddy really did that. but fell asleep again and woke up at 830pm. dhn watched again. dhn now doing nth. just msging dardar, complaining to him. LOL. but didnt really wanna distrb him cuz all his relatives and cousins at his house, celebrating his grandpa's burfday. "happy burfday grandpa" how i wish i still have a grandpa..-_-

okkaye so i guess i'm done posting.

p/s ; i guess i'm falling sick again. been coughing.

F-R-I-E-N-D-S

2010-06-19T02:45:00.002+08:00

okkaye specially fer you guys..

if ue think i'm ignoring ue guys cuz of LWJ, seriously i'm not. niwaes, i talked to siti abt it alrd. ue guys shld thank her, cuz we really settled it once and fer all. okkaye, i'll talk to ue guys. and Jill , dont say ue loner leh. ue not loner la. i'm just lacking of communication wib ue guys. not only you, even wib my family and wib LWJ. okkaye, lets bury the hatchet aites. ouh niwaes, yes this blog is shared by me and LWJ. shared as in he will only talked what happened between us. not more. cuz i sometimes lazy to update. and guys, i know ue been stalking me. so just feel free to leave a tag aites. no need shy shy de. so guys, peace no war. its geeting real damn late. so yeah, buhbye(:

Darling's waist is like a soft pillow!

2010-06-19T01:19:00.003+08:00

Wa...dear, I tell you uhh...you really scare the hell out of yr boyfiie two days ago sia!! You was like angry with me leh!! I don know why also:P!! But in the end you changed into a happy mood:)!! I was super relieved sia!! Eh dear...tell you the truth, my eyes was watery when you put down the phone:(...but after a while...you were okkaye:)!! My watery eyes was like....shooooop!.....GONE!! I was really from a super damn down mood to a really happy and hyper mood la dear:)!!! I really don know how to explain how I was feeling at that time dear:P!! Sayang called me and talk to me after that:)!! But only can talk for a while cuz Pa said, "Jie ah, ke yi shui le hor..." Then he down there snore snore snore....so loud! HAHAHAHAHA:)!! Okkaye...talking about today:)...went to darling's house with ah neh to do homework:)...dear was a good host:)!! She served us drinks, food, snacks, and mangos:)!!! Thank you sayang:)!!!!! Saya cinta padamu darling:)!!!!!!!!!! Chatted with mumi(dear's mum:)) and she even cooked bee hoon sia! Thank you mumi:)!!! I love you! But not more than Dian! HAHAHAHAHA:)!!!!! Then after the study, dear was like ignoring me:(...but darling told me that she did that on purpose!! I don blame you la sayang;)!! Don worry hor dardar:)!! Then when halfway throughout the juourney:)...darling was willing to hlold my hand at last!! Held darling super tightly:)!! WA! I tell you uhh dear! I SUPER DUPER LIKE TO HOLD YR WAIST SIA!! The feeling that I told sayang was that it was soft, cuz of the fats(but you don look fat dardar;)), and also blissful because I am sooooo damn bloody pround to have Dian as my girlfiie:)!! Okkaye! My beloved girlfiie wants to read my post already!! Dear! I loooooooooove yoooooooooou^^!! MUUUUUAAAAACCCCCKKKKKSSSSSSSS:)!!!!!!!!!

bby i love you!

2010-06-18T21:47:00.003+08:00

heyehy! woke up at 9+. showered. at 10+ went to the market ALONE!!! heees. good girl. dhn waited fer bby and ganesh to come my house and study. study was great and awesome. did emaths. bby, sorry hor abt the attitude again. it sucks. ):
aftr study went amk blok 343, under ganesh block. well actually before ganesh house, we went to buy flowers, book keeping and graph paper. (: dhn aft ganesh house, we went amk hub. buy jollibean fer mumi. dhn bby sent me till my block. ouh ouh, he's late fer home actually but still wan send me home. i love you darling! muaacckkz!
bby bought 9 curry puffs fer my family.! and he bought fer me 1 box of ferrero roche!!! sweet!!!!

bby, i promise you i wont show ue attitude anymore. ouh, and i love you!! (:

One of the happiest day of my life and it all goes to my beloved girlfiie, Dian Azrinda:)!!!!!

2010-06-17T00:56:00.004+08:00

Dardar:)!! Today was one of my happiest day of my life :)!! HAHAHA:)!! I woke up at almost 1pm today! I didn't know I will sleep until soooo late sia:P!! I quicky picked up my phone and messaged my darling:)!! The super super cute girlfiie I had up in the photo there:)!! I love her so damn much^^!! The blue dress that dear wore on our first monthsary(happiest day of my life:)!!!!!) was very pretty la!! Really dear:), you are really very pretty on that day^^!! I text dear till at night around nine plus:)!! Wa...halfway my battery ran out sia! I was like, "Haix...cannot talk to dear already:(!!" Then I buy take-away food(cuz I wan to quicky go home charge my phone and talk to my deardear:)!! Sorry hor sayang!! Let you wait for sooooo long:P!! After I ate, deardear was like hinting something to me in message sia^^!! SBU sweetheart:)!! HAHAHAHAHA:)!!! Then I went into Pa's room to talk to my darling:)!! Wa! Both of us had a super nice talk sia(very mushy too!! I love it:)!! SBU again dear:)!!!)!!!!! I told dear that I was wearing super long socks(almost half of my leg was covered:P!! HAHAHA:)!!!), then dear laughed like crazy sia!! Dear! Yr boyfiie come from China!! Wo shi zhong guo ren! HAHAHAHAHA:)!! Dear and I had a fun time reading our(dear's:)) old posts:)!! We laughed almost all the way sia!! Dear was super funny!! Especially when it comes to...SBU again dear:)!! HAHAHA:)!! Dear was like, "Err...err...okkaye...okkaye...you sure you wan me to read this?" HAHAHAHAHA:)!!! We really had fun talking to each other on the phone today and reading all the post from our blog^^!! I love you dear:)!!! See that pretty picture up there:)?? It was designed by me and its especially for Dian Azrinda my most beloved girlfiie:)!!!!!!!! I hope you like it dear^^!! Halfway talking to my dear, Pa asked me to put down the phone already:(, then of course I was very sad la:(, I told sayang that I was going to put down the phone already then she was also sounding very sad:(!! Then I quicky messaged my girlfiie and asked her whether she was okkaye:)!! She said she was alright and I was very relieved sia:)!! Ouh! And while talking on the phone wih dear:), she pressed until deejay's hand sia:)!! I laughed when I heard "I LOVE YOU! I LOVE YOU!" HAHAHAHAHA:)!! Dear! You super funny sia:)!! HAHAHAHAHA:)!!! Dear:)!! I am really happy that you are my girlfiie:), and I am sooooo super proud to have you as my girlfiie too:)!! Dian Azrinda:), Leong Wei Jie really loves you alot:)!! Long jie loves you dear!! HAHAHAHAHAHA:)!! Okkaye:)...my dear wants to read my post badly! Btw, I love you alot my dear beloved girlfiie Dian Azrinda:)!! MUUUUUUUUUUAAAAAAAACCCCCCCKKKKKKKSSSSSSS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

happy!

2010-06-16T22:11:00.003+08:00

well well, i edited this photo and i'm waiting fer Dear's edited photo to be uploaded in this blog! FASTER LEH DEAR! i'm waiting! (:
okkaye, ytd night slept wib Deejay! nice feeling siol! i like! woke up at 11+ i think. and helped Ayah to clean the storeroom.! the weather was awesome! cuz it was raining. after cleaning, ate BRUNCH at arnd 1+. Dear texted me.. arnd 2+ i went to showered. dhn chatted with Tato in FB dhn blahblah.. rotted at home. dhn arnd 6+ i cooked instant noodle with an egg. dhn 7+ followed ayah to buy food, indian rojak. err.. dhn now talking to Boyfiie on the phone. he's pretty hilarious. super cute. ^^
Hey boyfiie, i love you! thanks fer making me laugh. and i'm back to my normal self. Thanks boyfiie. ♥

I LOVE YOU! I LOVE YOU!

2010-06-16T02:20:00.005+08:00

Dear:)!! I woke up at around 0200 to update our blog leh:)!! I know its super late but I really wanted to update it dear:)...okkaye sayang:), I woke up at around 0930 on 15 of June:), cuz I am meeting my dear:)!! I know the time gap is very long:P, but I scared I prepare too slow then late sia:P!! I don wan to keep my girlfiie waiting ma:)...after I took my shower, I went to buy some curry puffs for dear and her whole family to eat^^!! "Eh Dian, ask long jie to buy something for me to eat ah!!" HAHAHA:)!! Mumi very funny sia:)!!! I think its really not enough lo dear:(, next time should buy more!! Nvm bby! Next time I will buy super alot:)!! Let you all eat until fat fat!! HAHAHA:)!! Joking joking dear:P!! So how many should I buy uhh:)?? HAHAHA:)!!! Then after I bought the curry puffs:), I went straight to dear's house:)!! She came down exactly at 1100 sia:)!! Very nice of you dear:)!! Hugged dear in a totally different way today!! It was super nice la:)!! Dear! You really not fat la! Almost like hour-glass already leh:)!! Seriously dear! You are not fat!! Kissed dear too:P (soooooo ps...hehe:))...dear was shocked by me when she came down sia! Is it because of my botak head dear?? HAHAHAHAHA:)!!! I gave dear the huge green box and also the curry puffs^^!! Dear really likes the bear a lot sia:)!! Very glad that ue like it sooooo much dear:)!!! MUUUUUAAAAACCCCCKKKKKSSSSSSSSSS:)!!!!!!!!!! Dear laughed sia when she pressed deejay's(D&J's) hand at home:)!!! "I LOVE YOU!! I LOVE YOU!!" HAHAHAHAHA:)!!!!!!!!! I also followed wat she says sia:)!! HAHAHAHA:)!! Dear was laughing like crazy:)!!! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA:)!!! Deejay's fur is also super soft ! Very soft!! Dear likes to touch it very much:)!! That night after I ate I called my dear:)!! WOW! We talked quite a lot leh dear:)!! I love it sooooo much:)!!! Deardear was super funny in phone sia:)!! OMG! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA:)!!! She even kissed deejay whilt talking to me leh:)!! Awwww...really very sweet, very sweet dear:)!!!!! And halfway talking to dear...she go press deejay's hand !! HAHAHAHAHA:)!! It sounds very different when in phone! We had fun talking to each other:)!! Love you dear^^!! Okkaye dear, before I end our blog post, weiren and deejay has something to say to ue:)!! "Mummmy (new name:)!!!)!!!!! Daddy(also new name!! HAHAHAHAHA:)!!!) and us really love you a lot:)!! Must last long, really long, super long, with daddy okok:)?? WE LOVE YOU MUMMY:)!! MUUUUUUUUUAAAAAAAACCCCCCCCCKKKKKKKKKSSSSSSSS:)!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA:)!! Okkaye dear, I love and miss you a lot my sweetheart Dian^^!!
MUUUUUUUUUAAAAAAAAACCCCCCCCCKKKKKKKKKSSSSSSSSS:)!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

weiren and D&J

2010-06-15T16:58:00.004+08:00

hahah! see! my boyfiie so sweet!! he bought/made this bear. specially fer me, fer our 1st monthsary. felt bad cuz he's like spending lotsa money on me. i know he made this bear at Build A Dino. and the price of a bear starts frm the range of $17.90.. (if i rmb correctly ;p)

so, i woke up at 0830 arnd there la huh.. showered and accompany ayah to see doctor. both mumi and ayah not feeling well ): damn it la. so long sia need to wait fer doctor. i fell asleep at the chair. tired la sia. ytd i slept late cuz i was talking to my Boyfiie. tring to console him and solve my problem. only reached home frm doctor at 10+.. -_-" dhn i fellaslp fer awhile. boyfiie texted me, but i didnt rply him. hehe. at 1110 , went under my block to meet boyfiie. ayah and mumi know la. (: boyfiie look like chao ah beng sia,! nehmine. he handed me a big box. which is the first photo. he also bought curry puff fer my family. haha! i spent under the block like 1 hour. thanks dardar fer everything. when i stepped in the house , ayah was like "buy teddy bear fer what? ue got alot of teddy bears alrd at home.." hahaha! dhn mumi said this "long jie bought this cuz they know each other fer a mnth alrd." hahhaha! hey , the bear which is called D&J can talk leh.! haha! but she can only say "I LOVE YOU! I LOVE YOU!"

boyfiie, i'm really sorry. i myself dunno why my attitude changed aft coming back frm Indo. i just wanna be a good girl. an innocent little girl y'see. (: ur post was really sad la. haix. nehmine. at least we now okkaye alrd right. thank god man.!

daddy Leong , weiren and D&J here! mummy wants us to tell ue that she loves you. and she's sorry fer whatever she had done towards you daddy. daddy, must grow back ur hair faster okkaye?? cuz mummy said that ue look like chao ah beng.! hehe. (:

I really want to be with you my girlfiie

2010-06-14T22:29:00.003+08:00

Dear, today was really a very terrible day for me...really terrible...I was in school in the morning when ue came in, and you just smiled and went back to yr seat...I really didn't expect that to happen, I thought you was going to laugh out loud like you used to, but you didn't...at that moment, I felt that the Dian I knew, the girlfiie I had, was not there with me anymore...I felt that she is just not there, and that ue was a totally different ue dear...and you also noticed that my face really turned into a sad one...we didn't even talk to each other in class...I was really down at that time dear, I really don know wat happened to you, and I really wanted to know why...I really hope that you can change back to yourself dear, I really do...I miss those happy times...dear, do you remember how much fun we had together last time? Whether it is in person or in phone, or in messages...dear, I really not saying all this just for fun, I really mean them...I really miss the old you dear...even when you are back, I still really do...dear please come back, please...I really us wan to be wat we used to be dear, and I really miss those happy times...please dear, let us be back...its really painful for me to see you like this dear...and you won't understand how painful it is...dear, we promised each other that we will overcome obstacles with each other, but this onoe seems very difficult, but I am sure I can pull my old girlfiie back...I miss ue Dian...and dear, I am really very sorry for being jealous, and I will try not to feel that way...I must think positve, and I really hope it will work, and not misleading me...deardear, can we just forget the past, wats past has past, and I really do not wan to bring the past to the present dear, I don wan it to affect our relationship...sayang, do you know how much yr boyfiie, me, LWJ, loves you?? I really love you dear...the love for you is like......I really don know how to explain dear, but dear, I really love you alot, typing this post is hard...it really bring back all those happy memories, the days before we stead and be together, how you use to disturb me, how we use to laugh and joke with each other, how we had soooo much fun sending each other mushy messages...dear, I really hope that to will go back to that self, and I don wan you to force yourself to do it, cuz it it would cuz great pain in the both of us...deardear, as I was talking to you just now on the phone, I really don know which sentence to said to me was really wat you meant...I don wan to list them down here dear...its personal stuff to ue and me dear...I really don know dear, especially the one I kept asking you that are you really sure...that wait for the answer was very hard for me to take it, I still don know the answer yet dear...I really do wan to know...so I can prepare myself for either both sides of the answer, whether it is good or bad...but I really hope you don mean it dear...don mean for us to '.....'....and dear, I really don know how to explain how much I do love you dear...you are my first girlfiie, and I really hope that we can last long, very very very long, and its super long dear...dear, did you notice the biggest change you are making?...its yr reply after yr boyfiie said, "I love you"...and I kept wondering why, why, why is my girlfiie replying me with that??....it was very emotional for me when I put down the phone, I know I am a boy, and I should not feel that way, but who don?...I really cannot control my feelings dear, and I will improve on it...positive thinking dear...and the feeling of losing you is worst than anything else... ganesh, mustaqim, cx, suf and andy today all told me that its ok, you two will be back to normal after a while, and dear, I really hope that wat they say its true, and also that is only for a while...before I end this post in our blog dear, I just wan to say this...you won't know the extent of me loving you dear, I really don know how to explain...and I am really scared to lose you now, its like you can just call me tmr and just......you know wat I mean dear...darling, just to summarise this...I love you very much, I really wish to be with you in a relationship for a super long time and the thing that always hits me...I really do not want to lose you, Dian

not in the mood.

2010-06-14T16:44:00.002+08:00

i must be crazy! woke up at 930. showered. 10am go shop. 1020 go sch when lesson starts at 1030. went inside class. sat with fadilah. didnt even smile at LWJ when i entered the classroom. didnt communicate at all. i felt damn awkward. he tried ways and means to make me talk to him. but i just dont have the mood to be with him today. can see LWJ's face really black. my attitude today was really wrong. i walked farfar frm him. i'm still in my Tanjung Balai mood. seriously.
but to think of it, i know i shldnt be tooo close wib 'T' and 'T' sincce i have a bf. but hey, i wont restrict myself to have friends just because i'm attached. imagine ur in my shoes, aft 2 years dhn ue get to see them. of course ue wont feel like going home or whatsoever right since its hard to see them. i'm not saying LWJ restricting me.
well WJ , ue know i'm totally different today. when ue hold my hands, i tried to let go. when ue hug me, i didnt hug ue back. when ue kissed me, i just let ue do it. i'm actually forcing myself to be normal. i tried hugging ue, tried to get myself high, but still i cant be myself. i tried doing all the 'gears', but it still doesnt do much. hey, ue didnt do anything wrong. its me. seriously its me. to tell ue the truth, yes of course ur still part of me.. but the feelings that i used to get frm ue is gone. literally gone. maeb cuz i enjoyed myself when i was at tanjung balai and i received another different feelings frm Tato.. but since i'm back.. of course i'll change to my singapore mood. but i just need time to adapt myself back here., having a bf, and living alone without any siblings. i just cant bring myself to explain all this to ue in sms. its hard okkaye. i hope ue read this post. sorry LWJ. i know i'm missing lotsa words in our msg.

done, i got nth more to say.

awesome!

2010-06-13T23:00:00.004+08:00

boyfiie!!!! thanks fer updating !! love you!
okkaye well, i came back frm Tanjung Balai, Indonesia this afternoon.
ouh my! i enjoyed myself there.! thanks to the 2 guys, Tato and Bg Try.!! awwww! awesome!
I always followed Tato. cuz in the house nth to do. dhn ytd night Tato and Bg Try bring me go somewhere nice. hahah! freaking funny la. the whole family distrbed the 3 of us. "HOW? who ue wan now? tato or try? i thought ue tumpang tato when ue all went off? why come back wib try? fair and square uhh?" woah! its like matchmaking session sia. but thanks to Tato and Bg Try, i find the trip very enjoyable! and hey, Tato stomach damn nice to lie down on sia. like pillow like that. cool cool i like!! haha! i at there like cannot stay at home sia. always go out wib Tato. always kena go shop. and when at there, i dont take car cuz i got Tato and his motorbike! thanks Tato! ue spent most of ur time wib me! even when at the jetty! nehmine! i wan save money and go there again!! photos in Tanjung Balai in facebook alrd.!

boyfiie, i know ue jealous la. but hey, i was truthful to ue okkaye. i told ue alot of things that happened between me, Tato and Try! dont be jealous! (: and i know ue writing in our diary now.!

Boyfiie Misses Girlfiie:)!!

2010-06-12T23:33:00.001+08:00

Hey dear:)!! First time I using blogger leh:P(sooooo ps to say this!!) So I am here to update yr blog:)!! First time use very fun sia:P!! HAHAHA:)!! Girlfiie went oversea to Tanjung Balai, Indonesia!! OMG! I Pulau Ubin also never go before sia! WA...I tell you wat, when she told me that she was going overseas, I was like, "HUUUH...really uhh?" Cuz I cannot talk to her till sunday! And btw, girlfiie went to Indonesia with her parents:)!! I must pay $500 then I can go with them! HAHAHAHAHA:)!! Okkaye, internal joke:P!! Dear set off at 11 June 2010, at around 1449, and will be back in Singapore on 13 June 2010 at around 1400:)!! Cannot wait for that day!!! The two days that my girlfiie was overseas I was super bored at home sia! Cannot text or talk to her! OMG! OMG! OMG! But I told dear to enjoy herself there:)!! Dear's mumi only allowed her to send only one, ONLY ONE!!, message each day:)!! OMG! But I was also very happy to receive dear's message everyday!! I was everyday like, "When is she going to message me!!? When..when...when??" HAHAHA:)!! I know I abit siao but no choice ma, miss her to much!! Must bring back souvenirs for me hor dear:)!! HAHAHAHAHA:)!! On these two days without my girlfiie, I was writing in our lovely diary and also updating dear's blog:)!! WA...I tell you uhh...the diary really made me cry sia, really cry!! But my girlfiie was sooooo caring and she called me to ask me whether I was ok:)!! Very sweet of ue dear!! Thank ue:)!!!!! After her call, I really felt much better sia:)!!! HAHAHAHAHA:)!!! But you must not cry when you read my diary hor dear! Try not to la:)!! I am waiting for yr return sayang:)!! I update finish already:)!! Hope you will like my first ever post on blogger and of course yr blog dear:)!! I love you:)!!!!!!!!!! MUUUUUUUUUUAAAAAAAAACCCCCCCCCCKKKKKKKKKKSSSSSSSSSS:)!!!!!!!!!!

:)(:

2010-06-10T22:45:00.004+08:00

heyhey.. mind in confusion state. no worries people, i didnt fight wib my boyfiie! (:

hey bby, i've decided. decided what uhh? i also dunno. (:

bby, next time dont do that anymore alrd. duwan! ue shld understand. everything is just wrng(:

not saying ue at fault hor. toooooooooo early. i duwan both of us to get into trouble.

okkaye blahblah.. i dunno what to update. ^^

boyfiie, dont let ur tears roll down again leh.. very scary sia. haix ):

okkaye okkaye. i now talking to boyfiie on the fone.

hehe LOVE HIM VERY MUCH!!

boyfiie, see you on monday! and have fun talking to me NOW!

(:(:(:

i miss my boyfiie! ):

2010-06-08T22:10:00.002+08:00

hey bby! i effing miss you sia! almost one week nvr see you! ): i cant wait fer thursday! that will be the only day i can see ue till sch reopen!! BBBBBBB!!!!!!!!! i effing love you! hees(: i am so gonna hug ue real damn tight when i meet ue!! lalallalala! deeeeaaaarrr...
i'm speechless! i forget what i want type sia!
i miss my everything wib you!
i miss hugging you!
i miss kissing you!
i miss holding ur hands!
i miss distrbing you!
i miss lb - ing you!
i miss every bits of you!
nehmine, maeb next week jio ue and ganesh come my house study!(:
Let Time Tell (:
Bby, i promised you that i'll love you and make this relationship last long since ur parents and aunt nvr say anything. hhahahah!
i'll pass ue our diary on thursday. <3
okkaye bby, i find it hard to post abt ue now, cuz i'm busy smsing ue! hehe^^

i am so fortunate and proud to have LWJ as my boyfiie! he loves me alot and he's willing to sacrifice everything fer me. he.. aiyah. hard too say la! he's way tooo romantic and sweet.
lets just see how long i'll last wib him. (:

first monthsary♥

2010-06-03T22:42:00.003+08:00

heyhey! Bby I Love You!! we've been tgt fer one month alrd leh. (:
so yeah, we celebrated! our outing got me, Dear, Shah(my cousin), Ganesh, Iky, Hakim(iky's cousin) and Fadzhana.
Dear and Ganesh fetched me and shah at 1050. went to sch first cuz i got band meeting. they waited fer me at visitors corner. lucky security allow them come in. met fadzhana in sch. dhn we all went bishan, met iky and hakim outside GV. we watched 'The Killers'. at there was a total boom! heh. dear, ue know what i meant. so since my cousin was there, me and dear have to restrict ourselves. LOL. aft that, we went take photos fer awhile. dhn went back amk. so basically its fun la. i enjoyed myself. well i hope Dear and the others enjoyed themselves too. (:
btw, shah and ganesh super close sia. woah! good good. (: okkaye okkaye. i wan switch off laptop alrd. very tired alrd. BUHBYE!
Boyfiie LWJ, hey! we one month alrd leh. and we bullet train siol. hahah! okkaye la. i love ue dardar! muaackkz!

G.A.D

2010-05-28T15:03:00.002+08:00

Yaww! long time nvr update. freaking lazy. i'm sick. but i think i'm getting better. (:
Exam results was a real damn disaster! dont wish to elaborate. BUT i can do better dhn this crap in Prelim and of course in O level. (:
MTL Intensive was bored to the max. But i keep on making noise. ^^
Family hasnt been great. Thanks Dear fer being there fer me(: especially ytd. HAIX.
Life wib LWJ obviously had been very very great. but just that i dunno why i'm like attitude towards him. My Bad.
June Holiday got remedial classes. -_-
so, this coming Monday , 310510 is my MTL O Level. scared abit la. OF COURSE.
Next Thursday , 030610 = 1st monthsary. aww! love ue alot dear!
okkaye done wib this post. i'm seriously lazy to update or whatsoever.
ehh wait, just feel like saying this , Mr Ku damn cute and funny!

hope ur okkkaye.

2010-05-21T19:08:00.004+08:00

To My Most Beloved Boyfiie Leong Wei Jie,
Dear, i really hope ue will feel better after the rest. i cant stop worrying abt ue even though i kept on laughing. i am seriously worried abt ue. ): how i wish i could fly to ue now.. LOL. but i cannot la. eh dear, if ue seriously seriously not feeling any better, MUST GO SEE DOCTOR OKKAYE?? i duwan anything to happen to ue. and dear sorry hor if i look like i'm giving ue attitude. hehe. DONT SAY SORRY TO ME AGAIN HOR! (: ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

well well , today was our very first MTL Intensive Revision. Boring to the max sia! and know what? Bloody hell i failed my Malay Paper 1 BADLY!! cannot believe it huh? lucky sia Paper 2 i pass. (: and that room caused me to have two cuts at my elbow! pain and itchy sia now. GRRR. ehh, forget say smth , dear and ganesh fetched me in the morning! sweet leh the both of ue! thank ue!! okkaye bck to sch.. recess was awesome maybe ba.. dear sat wib us! awwww! but dear was feeling rather uneasy cuz he not feeling well. his asthma acting up again. ): i duwan talk abt recess le cuz i think i showed Dear my attitude. stupid me sia show him attitude. I'm Sorry. after sch went to eat KFC.. dhn blahblah. ganesh told me Dear went home cuz he not feeling well. woah! i tell ue uhh.. my heart dropped when i heard that. i was very scared. so i called him. met ganesh in the KFC. fer god sake, mine , Fadilah's and Ganesh attitude changed when Michelle came in. okkaye that group.. HAIX nehmine. dont feel like elaborating. that group really saddened me. thanks Ganesh, Siti, Fadilah, Iky and Fadzhana fer cheering me up.. cuz i know ue guys were shocked to see me ***... sorry.i very scared ma. and Iky thanks fer praying fer the safety of LWJ. really thank ue alot! after KFC , the malay students went back to sch.. cuz we need go Anderson Sec fer some seminar thingy.. i went crazy when i'm there. laughing plus worried. aft seminar, we sabo-ed Iky wib cold water since tmr is his burfday. so in advance , IKY HAPPY BURFDAY! okkaye blahblah.. i guess there's nth more fer me to update. (:

to end this, i just wanna say I LOVE YOU BOYFIIE!

sorry

2010-05-20T23:48:00.003+08:00

okkaye talk abt today!!! dear fetched me under my blk at 650am! woah early nia! went to sch wib dear and Raihan. MUMI SAW! but who cares.. (:
today paper was Malay Lit paper 2. managed to do even though ytd didnt study cuz i was talking to dear on the fone till late night.. till 1+.. dear broke record alrd. he talked to me fer 3hours21mins! woooohooooooo!
dhn aft malay lit was english oral. i find it awesome! hehe. invigilator was Mr Divya.
aft oral called dear. met him outside G.O.. and also met Ganesh. dhn they sent me home. dhn blahblah. i was feeling rather moody tonight. poor Boyfiie. Lao Gong ! dui bu qi hor!
fer once, i thought dear was gonna cry. shocked me sia. nehmine.
ehhh Dear! i really dunno what to update leh!! hahah!
but nevertheless, i still wan say, I'm sorry abt tonight. AND i love you!!!!!!! hehe.
i'll see ue tmr morning. and the very first thing i'm gonna do when i see ue is to....... hahah!
nights.

the love life between Dian Azrinda and Leong Wei Jie

catching up.

i need you back.

buey tahan.

3 May 2011

Kinders.

1 year.

STOP!

):

11 Monthsary!

depressed.

stress.

i'm sad.

please..

Leong Wei Jie.

FUCK YOU!

TSK!

sick

LOST

hurt.

L.O.V.E

heart-broken

haix.

letter fer you.

)':

)':

letter.

i'm happy!

i'm sorry.

damn.

he's mine!

ouh man!

Dear...I will always be there for you:)

saddy.

PROM NIGHT! ♥

Dardar...I'm sorry for scolding you:(

Couple Ring!

My sweetheart...happy sixth monthsary^^!!

Laopo...don be angry:(

Dardar...we can do it:)

Bbygirl...you are just sooo important to me:)

I'm really sorry dardar... :(

i know i'm not understanding.

i miss my most AWESOME-ST boyfiie!

Happy 5th Monthsary! ♥

Sweetheart...I love you more than ever:)

Everything Comes To Him Who Waits.

random pictures.

if you know how much i love you

Karaoke

absence makes the hearts grow fonder.

Dear, thank you soooo much for everything:)

a proper post.

starting all over again:)

starting afresh (:

prelim.

specially fer Her!

faster come back!

Long Time.

Hurray for my girlfiie!!

feeling awesome.

Happy Birthday Dian Azrinda^^!!

in humanities VA.

She is coming back^^!!

Dear is discharging today at 5:)!!

Sayang is getting and looking better^^!!

Stay strong dardar:)

sick

hope it will be the last one.

FUCK EVERYTHING!

i shall not be affected.

full! *burp*

dardar! happy 2 months!

Happy Second Monthsary Dear:)!!

waiting.

YAY! happy to be back in sch! ^^

its another mistake of mine.

lazy

dear, i really need you now ):

Dear:)...we can do it:)!!

full! burp